paths and walks of life ....

blog song

2007-05-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

blog song blog song blog song blog song !!!!

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
Because I will always believe in you

Though I am now standing in the world that I once saw in a dream
As I look out at the scenery my legs tremble slightly
But I won’t look back, because I decided to keep moving forward
The seven colored rainbow I see in the sky, I wonder if you can see it too

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
Because I’ll be watching your back as you run after your dream
Wandering wind, carry these feelings
Because I will always believe in you
For all of the future

If someone is thinking about the person they hold dear
No matter who they are they will have a kind look on their face
The path through time is endless, keeping going without giving up

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
I’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journey
Wandering wind surpass your destiny
Because I believe that my feelings will get through to you
Someday, when we meet again, show me your smile

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
I’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journey
Wandering wind surpass your destiny
Because I believe that my feelings will get through to you
There is nothing to fear, because you exist

blog song blog song blog song blog song blog song

o.0

2007-05-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

life is now being in the army, i was supposed to be a technician =p but i didn't managed to cope well, had to xfer to another vocation... presently is a storeman =x

well , wad to say , new skills and lots of things i learning ,
wad's i'm doing, so long no updates:
1) watch anime :Saiunkoku Monogatari (nice)
2) playing my old games : monster and me ( haha .... some will 0.0 wad, still play this? )
3) read my TIME mag =.=
4) catching up slp
5) trying to be healthy
6) SLACK and SLACK
7) EAT AND EAT ( i'm only still 52kg =.= wtf... i wan to gain weight la )
8) well well ... spend precious moments with my friends

2weeks time. in a nice sat. will be meeting up with my jc friends =) wow , really months didn't see them ,everyone's bz with their own life ... myriad forms taken , some in army, some working

oh ya , i got into NUS FASS ( faculty of arts and social sciences)
well , why this?
i wonder too =)
but i know science isn't my cup of tea, oh wait , den wad about maths ?
well.... i asked my maths teacher b4, she did mention about me can take this as my course. but she says, u'll restrict ur job scope... plus , she say i dun have the " snap" of the subject , no spark , hard to really grasp the concepts quickly .. well ... i have to agreee, i took further maths , really had problems coping =p perhaps i didn't wan to take it seriously but wan to take it for my maths c support pillar , oh well =p

hmmm den why arts?
i think its a wide scope plus u get to constrasting electives along the way
something i really like to do, dun really like to do same subject for ... 2 yrs =.= ~~~

can u imagine or portray urself doing tt subject u are gonna study in the future as ur work? well if its ur interest , good for u !! but for me , things aren't tt clear and direct , @ times i do think its pretty bleak , but wad to do, i've to move bit by bit

anyway, i actually tried to upload my entry in the blog , apparently , it couldn't ... oh well

army

2007-02-17T01:50:00.000-08:00

army life was interesting and boring @ times, abit contradicting but @ least i get to stone and slp after eating lol ... wad a luxury

cny is now round the corner , my sis and her family are here in sg to celebrate cny with us =) really elated to see them =)

1st post of 2007

2007-01-23T18:10:00.000-08:00

wow... 2006 passed.... 24th le... 2 more days to army =)

i'm classified pes C 2 L2 , well... i hope i enjoy my army =)
now listening to some maple story mp3, the game isn't tt fantastic, but some mp3 are worth listening , had this korean town song lol... so traditional type !!

well, my mum didn't work in bukit panjang anymore, she went plaza sing to do, she works in ichiban restaurant .

anyway, 26th i get enlisted, will be confined for 2 weeks . den will only be free like a bird ~~ during weekends =p keke and not forgetting after my service ^^

well, some of my friends entered, some creepy things like ghosts , and some heartening things =)

i hope no ghosts come =p i dun do bad things :( >_<

okie , i hope to update tml keke , den away =p

prelims

2006-09-09T19:33:00.000-07:00

ai yo my life so sian one sey... studies and studies ... haiz tml 's gp exam...
done some studying already over this time .... hope it could reflect in my readings and my answers

anyway... recently found out my constipation is over lol hooray.... no more bleeding le ^^....

church is getting more meaningful for me ... and i more or less u know ... feel the presence of God... dun know why haha.... its just like this ... today the priest says... open ur ears ... just open up... it could be hearts (remove prejudices ) and others...

anyway.... life's still a sucky one for me ... i dun feel happy @ all... but wad can i do =)

downturn of life

2006-09-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

this blogger is experiencing another worse downtown in his life , already sacrifices have been made on his part, but there are outside elements that forces him to sacrifice more, just for ? results in A lvl

well u can say its for ur own good , but look @ it, i am not happy with the way they deal the matter. They use stupid analogies like " You should be lucky that u have a computer, those people in the poor nations ( 3rd world ) dun even have ! "

if u dare say so, den why dun we dun cook. just cook a bowl of rice for each member lo " 'cos you rather cook so much, in the end get thrown into the dustbin ? moreover Sg 's gonna be a rubbish city , it helps !!! u throw lesser garbage into the bin u know"

dumb excuses

now i wan to be alone and do my stuffs and studying. I wan to enjoy and study @ the same time, i can't 24/7 be an asshole and sit there read words. IT WON'T WORK damn it !

you sit there lo... u jsut read lo... u dun internalise only .... well u can say i dun care about my future , not optimistic... com'on .... think... if u in the 1st place refuse to be sensitive to my feelings and stuffs den forget it !
my leisure activites (only gaming) is now being TAKEN away..... well where's the TV ?? tt's my sacrifice i have already made lo.... i do only selective watching .... only watch things that are useful for my exam... tts all ....

one example ... this morning .... the show " Oprah Winfrey" excellent.... touched me... and moved me to tears ... look @ this case of this poor mum... around age 40 but looks 50 already.... fostering over 40 children and still presently fostering 10 children

but hey wad happened ? the owner of the house says he wanna sell the house away. Immediately, this family of 12 had only 3 weeks to leave the house and FIND another one ... mind u ... how to??? they are such a poor family !!

a neighbour (thank God) wrote in to Oprah Winfrey and said .... help her....

look @ her... she is already so hagged .... hair forever messy ... and yet she wanna do much for her kids

the results : 2 companies offered a 100 thousand cash cheque for the taylor's family , 30 thousand for their expenses to get by... AND .... a major electric franchise... gave her all the furniture she needed from a TV (flat screen mind u ) , sofa.... to a TABLE ... of 10 people.... and even a DISH washer !!

when u really watch the show... it will definately move u to tears

and look @ here my life ... its too pathetic.... i need to sacrifice more for results ???

u know wad my dad said ? " Show me the results ! "

i no need to give him the reply ... i only need to say this ... if u wanna be such an asshole so be it .... u are willing to exchange RESULTS for ur own son's well-being .... den i think tt's too bad lo .... results-orientated huh ?

u can say " use this as ur motivational factor" ... pls.... i already wanna give up soon... u think i have this X-factor to help me ?

It's a deja vu.... for me.... esp when its the same case as O lvl.. but this is worse.... i gonna hate my parents about it....

my opinion is this.... @ the end of the exams... so wad if i get the results to enter the uni.... so wad... i won't be a happy person in the 1st place ....i feel that other people are way enjoying their life to the fullest.... look @ me.... i'm already a unkempt person and already having so much depression and bottled up so much things ....

look.... i have already been "betrayed" by my own friends... @ times i really wonder... wad happen... consultation they just went without asking me... and wad's the reason ? " cos u normly dun stay in sch de ma .... u would go home de " .... huh ? this is not an excuse leh ... if u really treat me as friend ... u should already help each other... consultation we all go la... wad u doing ?

den i asked... so how many times le... "once" they replied to me ....
and another case i was so pissed....

GP ..... look @ this man.... the advice by our teacher ( unanimously agreed by every cell of my body ) was " read and read and read "

den look @ this .... my essay.... put so much bloody effort ... finally hit a C5 ... 1st time in my GP achievement for yr 2

but look in this case .... this student.... got a C5 too ! .... language saved her ... but hey .... look @ this ... the comments given was " well done ... it shows u are putting effort for ur subject ... keep up the good work !! =) "

den i asked her.... "eh... seriously... u really got put in work for gp ? "

the answer given was " no ... (haha<== by him/her)

....
...
...
look @ this man... very unfair isn't it ?
people dun even WORK in gp ... still can get same grades....

i already made the sacrifices ... already done wad i can do... ultimately if i fail ... so be it....
my parents dun understand the feelings i am having... they still think " Oh... if u had stop gaming .... u would be doing well "

wad nonesence ... well den i might as well say " if u guys stop watching ur TVs ... u won't be speaking stupid things in front of me and giving ur dumb reasons"

u know wad kind of dumb things they said ?

1 ) " Phillippe ( my nephew) is getting cuter "

obviously in the right frame of mind... one will say cute-"ter" .... and not "CUT- TER "

dumb isn't it ? obviously the kid... or their grandson is not something to cut isn't it ? is so freaking obvious that they are dumb .... cuter becomes cutter... wad a joke.... silly joke.... if this was being showcased in the public forget it ... i already wan to bury my head underground ... or even maybe my body...

i already giving up on having family

2) the weird logics they give

the immigrants coming in to sg ( to my mum ) NO !!!! dun come ... they only here to get PR ... eg ... from her workplace this m'sian met this bf in sg... stay with him in his house .... den the guy doesn't look nice actually ... she says that he looks " dumb " and idiotic ....

my reply for her is this .... tt's only one pathetic case out of the many ... u can't just isolate them and declare them " unclean" den u gonna force them in ghettos ??? this is such a discrimination !! if people were u hear this... u will cause sg to be in a turmoil...

so wad if i could be true ? so wad? you dun have the evidences @ all ? its only based on ur own biased thinkings... so wad's there to discuss when u have a skewed thinking in lvl 1 already?

3) their behaviors ... sucks... real big time

shant' explicitly describe here... too disgusting .... one example .... u eat as if there's no more food tml ... u GOBBLE .... YUCKS .... u stuff and eat... the sound of gobbling is there

4) they think they know alot

actually they really missed out too much... 10 yrs difference from my brother and I ... obviously things have changed from a content based towards a thinking based... u think so ez to think ah ?

and really pissed off is this... imagine ur fav is shopping .... and den u have ur parents calling u in ur 2nd hour of shopping "when u coming back " ... eh... already spoil the mood la ...

TT's precisely the case im facing !
gaming only ... haven even complete the round ... and there they are "nagging and nagging "

eh... stfu can? leave me alone ?

1st day of sch -.- (reopen ) i hate u sch.... i hate u

2006-07-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

it sucks real big time....

i hate being in school....

but i still like pe lesson...played tennis but it rained... (sucks rite?? why must rain in the PE day -.- ) and pe lesson is only conducted once a week... and now... must wait till next week

next results... i dun wan to comment about this ... bad? i dun think so... but i know the outcome had some results... pleasing to know about it...

but sch still sucks... !!!
1st... my bag placed on this bench
next... i go buy food
come back
this group of idiots.... J1s... dun know wad's using brains.... sat at the place where me and my friend were supposed to sit....

den ... i approached this SLEEPING guy ..... ( WTF) .... wet my bag.... tt sleeping guy put his specs on my file.... -.- and he down there sleeping ... i was like ..... wan to slap them ....

den ok....
i woke tt guy up.... pointed my bag... den pointed my file.... pissed....

NEXT..... ( i'm real pissed with the J1s.... F off la -.- )

when i put back my plate
i go to my classmate and chatted with them

come back.... WTF ... BAG ON THE FLR ... ( DUMB J1s !!! ) pissed me off the roof... i just said very loudly.... "these idiots.... push bag STILL dare to push other people's bag off the bench and EVEN ON THE FLR (WTF) ..... den still LEAVE IT THERE ????? WTF ....inconsiderate J1s ..... " but its true lo... u PUSH people's bag ???? down?? den u dun even bother to pick it up and put it back to its original place???? i think u have a problem la.... nb...

LIFE SUXs... REAL SUXS BIG TIME ... and i mean it.....

and worse... i felt so suicidial just now... wan to cry already....oh well... im alive still

life sucks k

and i felt so angry about wad happen ... the whole day... really culminated of all the bad events..... presently ... boils my blood.... really wan to just dun wan to go to sch.... dun wan to see anyone... just wan to shut myself soon.... it really sucks....

wadeva... in short... this sucks....

father's day

2006-06-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

hey hey!! happy fathers day to all (belated) ... anyway... my family celebrated it at my mum's workplace : plaza sing's Ichiban sushi =)
we had this father's day special meal lol... so much to eat... and i was basically bloated !! no full but BLOATED o.o...

today .. spend most of my time looking @ maths... ( look) and watching anime... seeing the new animes and old ones... i was like waaa so much changes... but ... i was very elated in seeing them... @ animax... from starhub scv.. ( only last for a short period of time) i got to see this anime : God (?) Save Our King! or just Kyo Kara Moah! /kyo kara moau ! ... WAA very interesting leh lol... females should try to watch it =) ... i see the advertisement lol... alot of handsome males =) keke... nice looking... (i meant it ) esp the beautiful eyes lol.... SO NICE !! i couldn't contain my excitement and squealed in delight lol !! for seeing just tt character lol ....

and i decided to seek the way to get it ... well it was real hard to get =) the following are animes i saw :
daigunder
dn angel
the adventures of tweeny withces
saber marionette J to X
Get Backers ( i like !!)
Avenger
Midori Days
Detective School Q or simply : Tuntei Gakuen Q
Ninku ( old anime)
Please Teacher ! ( real weird one... teacher fall in love with a male student)
Yu Yu Hakusho
Chronicle of the wings
Ghosts at school
curious play ( ova 2) ( i wanna watch T_T ... but i missed it !! )
Angel Tales
With hunter robin (weird one 2)

alot rite ? lol .... some im sure... U know and u wanna watch the anime version... most are from the comics =)

keke.... mangas... keke... i wanna read ... but limited resources... unlimited wants T_T scarcity surface ... and i need to make a choice... opportunity cost T_+
pengz* ... such a well applied concept -.- ... keke... but tts wad i like about econs =)

haiz... last week of hols le leh... im like sch pls dun come... i really really dislike school... and yet i wan to go uni... will i suffer in silence? not sure... my english teacher in ctss ( mel cheang) told us... that the end of education... the reason y u take this path ... only u will understand when u enter university... well... cos of this... i perservered and decided to go jc and uni... and i really really wan to go uni... but... ai ya... dun know... just ... sian .... im sure many have this feeling... but so many are Pia-ing....i feel so sian... just sian... perhaps im spoilt tts y i cant feel it ? .... haiz... i must say... i did alot... but i sacrificed the time to revise rather than do hw

aw.... i miss tt kyou kara maou .... i wanna watch T_T... i like Get Backers !!! its AWESOME !!!
today showed its 1st episode !!! such a hit ! a great impact to all viewers for sure =)

btw... I DLed the song ^^...rmb tt ayako person?? from that yami blah blah anime ??? ya !! i got tt song le ^^....ah ~~~ i love tt rhythm and the melody =) and i think after my A lvls... i gonna spend my time... gettting all kinds of anime out !... i wan to WATCH ANIME PROPER !!! and PLAY PROPER !!.... its like freaking sian diao la !!... cant stand it @ times...

i just wanna ask all... is studying really really better than working ??? cos... i feel that studying is JUST SO (vulgarites ) haha !!! .... haiz.... im really really dislike things i am in... how i wish i was born smart and i dun even need to study lol !!! ( Slap* wishful thinking)

wad a "sound so wrong !!!" show lol ...

2006-06-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1BUH9eXy18
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==== BLog SONG ==
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

special today

2006-06-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

http://media29b.libsyn.com/aXdveJV1bX6XeWd3bXhuqpmlk3mY/podcasts/mb/tmbs-060602-ex_ns_men_3.mp3

keke its 1056am =) going out soon .... visiting nus in the raining time o.o lol... my friend is kind to bring me to look around nus ... my dream university =)

aw... wanted to upload this nice song... but its mp4, cannot recognise the song... den it wasn't successful to play the song out

but i uploaded another jap song lol... recently sourced it out !! so cool !!

keke... my sis cr8ed her blog ... did i say? kinda good at least get to know how's she managing =)

recent newspaper are so juicy !! so much gp content !! so juicy sey.... it's a very useful medium to know ur stuffs proper... but hor... i dun know... always enjoy reading those but cnanot rmb lol !!

just printed out the answers for the essay... later (i hope afternoon) can do my hw =) keke... trip only mainly see faculties... see rooms lo... and canteen !!! my friend say got very very nice jap food XD .... i wanna try XD .... he likes curry chicken katsudon lol....

anyway... its raining >_< ... but it wont dampen my mood XD ... im feeling so happy

yesterday... went to the 4D1 gathering... very nice =) although the food was relatively different... but i kinda like the atmosphere... just like the old days... bullying >_< esp clarence lol... bully so many people... tok until so excited and he stutter lol with his run-off speech tone lol... its so funny @ times... i rmbered last time bully him by luffing @ him XD

anyway.... we had our dinner @ a steamboat lol... i didnt eat much cos i had slight stomach problem and also have some discomfort lol... baby cockroach crawling around ??? >_< .... i lost my appetite lol... keke... but tt's ok.... cos someone... killed it beside the soup !! haha... den we were all wtf lol.... beside de food somemore lol !!!

i miss everyone =) i just hate departure... den we all walked around... went to bugis ( 2nd time lol ) den walk walk to bugis street lol .... saw this "sex store" ... with Great Sg Sale ( lol !!) somemore lol... and they raised the limit from 21 to 23 to enter their shop and patronise... well... i dun know well... maturity in sg so tt bad meh? i'm surprised .... nvm

okie... gtg le... need to prepare to change =) den maybe come back report here ? lol... den i will report to u the nus stuffs >_< lol....

weird coincidences

2006-06-09T20:45:00.000-07:00

lol... i find that alot of things i saw have alot of weird coincidences....

this morning, was reading animal farm (again) and also the guide... was petrified... so much history and the ending was so sad...

next, i was watching the ending portions of an anime... another sad one... zzz.... but i love the song =)

listening : Hitomi no Naka no Meikyuu
from:Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito
By : Kayo Aiko

well, dun bother about the origin about the anime, but the song is too nice =) as nice as naruto's harmonica ?? but tt one... abit peaceful... this abit more force, u can feel it if u have the lyrics =) and the translated ones

anyway.... its already end of week 2 hols... zzz i find myself so deadmeat... and i had to go for 2nd ... mind u 2nd medical checkup... cos they say wad... x-ray weird weird... claim that i have problem with my backbone o.o ... turned out... within 1 hour , i was out... ok... cleared liao... den i saw leroy, ctss' schoolmate lol... such a coincidence lol... but i'm sure people wondering y i went to another room and i didn't had to go so many stations lol... well... i had like 5 horus -.- of checkups.... so many la.... zzz... pengz*

channel U had this talk and discussion about bloggers... well i think it was quite a ... overall pleasant discussion.... but i must say this... blog need not be just ur typical diary... there are cases where blog are used to report news and EVEN ... recipes they own... to share with other people.... i do have ... (i rmb) ...
but i dun like to blog so often... lucky i dun have a big readership group... cos if this is so... i pengz... so many people will be reading and scrutinising my things lol...

=june june= PLS READ all !!!

2006-06-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

yay !!! june hols XD lol ... enjoyed so much le.... and i still have so much things to accomplish keke.... (stress >_< )

this week went to look @ apple laptops >_<

wanted to go food fest keke but decided not to go due to some timings

these days went to visit some games webbie... online ones... so bored liao...
http://www.doonline.com.my/index_eng.asp
http://legendofares.netgame.com/
http://english.spgame.com/
http://www.magicoverload.com/list_of_games.asp

well... some webbies.... to share... cos its so boring... la .... anyway...i now looking @ survival project... ( spgame.com).... lame game but ... wadeva lol .... pangya also got try out lol.... but hor... legendofares very laggy... not sure also ....

memories lol.... i kana wipped tt time XD

oh ya... did i tell u that my tuition teacher is being maglined very badly? until it is a court case??
its so frustrating to know such students exists....

ok... this is the "story" or saga o.o

1st.... tt day... tt gal ... say... mr XXX ah... my leg pain... help me rub... so this teacher... ( good natured de lo ) ... went to help her... cos hor... he trust her ... u know... u know.... cos hor...he done this kind of stuffs millions of time le.... haiz.... cos students will complain that this pain tt pain... den he will auto help him or her to alleviate from the pain

so... wad happened was this....

this gal... after being massaged.... went to make a POLICE REPORT.... say mr XXX ( my tuition teacher) MOLEST her....... u know... touch and pinch the top... molest and the bottom.... den it was like wtf.... nonsense de lo...

maybe some background knowledge for u... this mr XXX hor... is someone i respect de... and he's already a buddhist monk..... pls lo... how can he of such status do such a thing... moreover.... he's SO filty rich la.... its like... he has like one stack of notes of 50 bucks anytime de lo ... like from his pocket take out.... its like 14cm high de lo... when folded

ok... now think.... if he's so rich hor... why shold he choose a young virgin as his "customer" .... -.- ... moreover hor... his' house backyard hor... its like geyland red light district... everytime got "protistutes" come and say hi de... but they are of friends only... no other relationship...

pls lo... u see ah.... why get a gal when he can splurts all his money on these prostitutes just so convient ... behind his house? moreover can even have "orgy " -.-....

den ok...
back to the story...

so.... this gal made the police report.... so kana send for court... the truth is... the gal is lying blatantly la.... the fact is... she didn't even get molested....only got massaged @ the feet...

ok 1st day court case hearing.... u know wad happen ??? she immediately tell the judge ... " SIR, i would like to change my statement. Mr XXX only touch my bottom not pinch the top " .... ya she said he pinch her "top " ... so ridiculous... a monk doing these such things???

den nvm.... the judge still say " ok" .... -.- ''' pls la.... its like hor... when u make a police report... u already acknowledge that wad u say and wad u "sweared" in the court and even in the report are the truth... cannot change de ma... den its like... the judge... still say ok.... -.-

i'm not saying sg's law is not fair? ... but ...i must say everyone must know about certain things....

back to story.... i can't say much... cos i only wan everyone to read this to know this case...

anyway... ya... the gal "recounted' the incident out...
crying and sobbing so badly... den the police and the people give her tissue paper.... such a good actor....

and... she changed her statements.... the fact she changed that XXX didn't touch her top is already sumthing that's questionable... : is she reliable? her statement can be trusted? ...

she said... XXX massaged her... den slow rub up... tt time no one was there (nods) den... like this lo.... touch and touch and " pinched"

den... cry and cry in the court... gained sympathy...

oh well... i can't say too much... the law turn against XXX... and he went to jail... and i am very sure... its really unfair... cos... there were and ARE so many people willing to testify that XXX is a good person and will NEVER do such a thing...

readers of this blog may not know who's XXX.... in real life .. but i can only say this.... do look out for the newspaper coverage .... it was being delayed... and it was being released once.... ( media was haiz... nth to say... my opinion... no solid things still report.... such a tabloid)
the news will report XX as molest... even @ his age of 60+... haiz.. poor old person... can enjoy his golden years de lo... but yet he can't...

btw.... i agree with wad peopel thinks of the issue.... there's @ least 3 parties involved....

1) XXX tuition centre
2) GAL and MOTHER
3) another tuition centre...

ok... this is the problem... why 3 parites??

1st.... the (3) had this (2) .... den the gal was saying... my grandma died... need money for funeral...cannot pay such a high feee for tuition...
and ... (2) actually went for (1) also !!.... tt's like (1) and (3) @ the same time.... (2) have so much money ma????
(questionable ?? )

and den hor... in the court hearing... the gal... said... my grandma still alive and kicking -.-.....den the (3)'s teacher.... who approved the discount of the tuition fees.... said wad atrocity ... really leh.. if u read this kind of things... and u believe me .... u will feel so disppointed with this sec 3 gal.... 16~17 liao le leh... still act so dishonest...

and still go up to the judicial court -.-

in short... the gal kept changing her statement but still insist that XXX molested her...
den u know wad happen?

the judge say XXX molest -.- ... without solid evidence.... so sentence him 7 yrs jail...

everyone... look @ tis... the law is protecting the ladies... and also protect esp. the young.... but pls... should we protect such people? who keep changing statements? and even change the accusations XXX had done? ... i think it is ridiculous and this gal is really a shame to our society ... simple

anyway... just wan everyone here to read... no need to copy and paste to others... no need... just understand ... there are such sad cases... where the innnocent are being charged...
why i say innocent... i said le... a monk leh... and so many peopel willing to testify for him.... if so many people are willing to do tt? with the reports and testimonials from students... including petitions to prove that he's innnocent... so many things that XXX has.... if he still sentenced to such things... i think its... well... its up to u to judge =)

wad a tiring life

2006-05-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

lol... so much hw daily... and test must always come and clash together... wad a terrble scene....

went to church this week... and saw this guy very funny... was holding this rosary on his hand during the mass time... which was like... whoa.... "faithful" i think...den suddenly... i noticed... he yawned... lol... abit ironic leh i find... cos he supposed to find the mass "interesting" which was actually ok la... but boring @ some areas cos different priest deliver the same stuffs differently... esp the prayer portions... last supper... depends... some rush some dun...

whoa... i didn't know my gp has blog la... so "in" for her @ her age =)and my sis also has a blog 2 !! ... well... i read about her blog ( my sis) ... its interesting... cos she's narrating things she experienced in Paris ... its kinda fresh u know =)

ok ... time to end post... kinda rush and i know i been neglecting my blog le ... sry guys =) but i will try to update it more freq kiez ^^

cya... take care =)

b-day XD

2006-04-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

woot i'm 18 >_< ( clap) but i dun behave like a 18-kia XD.... still heexing around lol !!

yea thx for all who wished me b-day ^^ thx ^^

but still hw i had to do on my b-day lol.... like maths... finally finished my tutorial... 12 qns and alot of careless mistakes that i need to slowly sift out lol... spent 2 days to do
den i lazy to start this gp worksheet sey.... 4 qns +AQ (application qn) that is... use ur own knowledge and abit of the passage to answer the given qn... and the qn is very wide-ranged...

naffa's coming >_< i need to do @ least 5 pull-ups to avoid the 4wks extra training T_T

he's having his exam le .... this week he's having... 4 papers.. mon-1 wed- 2 and fri-1 ... den following week is tue last paper >_< ... poor guy T_T

lol... just now looked @ my sch's yr book... so much memories... and so fast.. its term 2 week 5

haha... did u noticed the kit-kat advertisement ?? about japanese having them.... cos it gives them "luck" ???? go to yahoo webbie and see the advertisement =) haha... quite interesting esp u get to see anime/managa-based characters... so nice looking =) preety and handsome XD
http://www.kitkat.com.sg/home/home.asp <== here it is ^^

ride the wind to get to the land of joy ~~~ where there's no fear and hey ! u can fly ....~~~ like a bird ~~~

well... today's prog wasn't tt interesting... though i could have made it nicer =) but i changed my mind... today actually supposed to meet my online friends.. ( really online... u know... tok in internet games??? den u make such friends lol...) den they wanted to celebrate b-day... so nice rite??? cos another guild mate also same b-day.... keke... guess wad... here is a fact!!
1. Shakespear... was born on this day !!! and he died @ this date la lol .... poor thing... i didn't really checked on wad exactly happened... but i was like ... wao.... same as my b-day.... do i have some "genes" or "alleles" @ least???
haha.... wishful thinkings XD

wa.... i test u guys sumthing... if u can answer the meaning of the following words... i really must say.... u are remarkable...
here they are... u need to answer the meaning of the words...:
but b4 i give them.... pls look @ the standard 1st.... gp de... (arts and culture)

1) Kitsch : sentimentality vulgar; bad taste esp in the arts...
2) a technique of impressionist painting using tiny dots of colours which blend in the viewer's eye: Pointlillism ( lol !!!.... impressive???)

now try these... :
1) philistine , dilettante, connoisseur
and... guess the word for the following :

1) a picture or sculpture of the virgin mary holding the dead body of christ on her lap
2)a sacred painting, carving statue etc of jesus or mary or a saint used in worship in the eastern orthodox church and among other christian of similar traditions
3)wads' pieta ??? haha ...

well... tt's how hard things get for me lo... imagine... these !!! are my hw -.-''... wtf....

eh eh .... crazy work >_< haha... now do u understand y i seldom blog XD =p

stressed

2006-04-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

sian leh... these days didn't blog cos there's too many things to attend to lo...

just today ... did this integration worksheet... involved a very heavy and messy partial fraction... den i can't get the answer they gave... so i asked my maths teacher... den my maths teacher say this error... den i just oh ok... den now... just now i read le... no mistake ma -.- ... minus times minus = + ma.... check le... very dead sure.... den she say tt's the error.. tml i gonna ask her again... must clarify that ... and make sure that i correct and the answer wrong... pls la... i do so careful le leh... 5 mins to complete tt qn leh.... partial fractions... ezily recognised form ( actually not lo ) and some breaking up of fractions... wtf... so tedious and f***ing irritating la >_< lol .... really... i really pulled my hair this time lol.... its just so... irritating and disgusting la.... y must we do such irritating things... i mean is like... ya ... sometimes u do... u can get amazed... but i feel like maths is sumthing not for u to get so frustrated la... must be a subject that allows u to appreciate... i mean is like wth -.-.... so much to do la... -.- ... i do 2 fullscap paper la.. somemore got limits -.- ... do until i wan to cry >_<

and then tml is integration test... i not afraid... but this attitude worries me... i had this no-problem for my common test and i made all the careless and silliest mistake that i didn't know i will do lo... is like... harlo.... who will do such dumb ways la... den i commited it -.- ... and sommoere the teacher keep emphasizing it le... i commited the mistakes... so... this attitude worries me -.-

den... my ct... wa liew la... morning dun say properly...den just now @ 3pm when i wan to go home le... she call me -.-.... and left 2 messages la -.-... i was so pissed... 1st one : call one classmate ( name remains anoynomous) to meet her outside staffroom... its like... harlo... i having lesson la... she's my ct lo... can she like check b4 she call??? i kana distracted la -.-....

den 2nd msg: can collect the giro form today ??? den tml pass to me -.-.... i was like -.- ''' pls la... 3pm le all end sch go home le la now den ask me go collect tml return... i heck lo i tml telling her dun call me during my lessons time -.- very distracting .... 1st basic thing she should observe -.-....

ya... so stressed -.- .... den sat was this meet-the-parent session -.- i was like wtf.... so much nonsense from her la.... say she not christian ,den wait for calling hm.... i mean ok la.. but harlo... we are toking about results here... not about u waiting for ur calling la .... den she say results worrying but ok -.- ( contradicts?) i think she meant the present results is very worrying... but she say based on my conduct and attitude can get thru -.- ... so my common test results were A O O .... -.- D7 ... wtf la... so lan le... still say ok -.-.... the sch doesn't see the flaw la...

i wan to go NUS ... tt's for sure... i wan to do my course of my fav... either maths or arts and social science ( sociology / psychology / econs) .... i wan them ... either one ....

haiz.... say so ez... now i already so distraught.... peopel always wan the creme de la creme.... but these creme de la creme would alreayd have their brains "fried" b4 they can get employed or wad la -.- so wad academic good ... stressed out urself... ur life shorten... den wad's the purpose den???

but life isn't tt bad always... i managed to meet up with my friend the other time and had a quality dinner with him... though it was still a rush -.-''' but ok la... i pretty happy that he squeezed out time to eat with me =x

anyway.... i really wonder how the students out there are doing... esp jcs students.... peopel say its so ez to study and people wan to go back to the old days where they were students... i was like... ( argh !!!!) siao ah.... simple ur head lo... mug so much still cannot be embedded intot ur memory !! >_< can't take it >_< lol

another happy occasion would be... i should be recieving my CDs lol... starcraft -.- ... old games la.. but hey i wan to play la... rather than all-the-while-playing rakion tt kind la... bully people de XD

oh well... need to prepare studying... my physic test next week... tml have 3 AQs to dun know submit or go thru -.- .... and so much stuffs to do... my teacher still tell me... u can keep the sabbath holy...that is... sunday rest ... but harlo.... no time to rest la -.-''' too much hw -.-

aftermath

2006-03-27T06:27:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/results.php?search=miss+swan&search_videos=Search+Videos
well this one consists of very interesting videos =) like mr bean but its a female character de

i kinda disappointed with my common test results so far ... haiz... wonder wad happen to me... i kinda underperform alot lo... like maths... people in my class get like 91/93 over 100 marks leh..... i leh? i did more work and only got 73 -.-.... tonnes and tonnes of careless mistakes... incoherent thinking and dun know wad i do la.. screwed up... -.-''
so pissed... with tt

den gp... i failed by 1 mark la -.-.... 44/100 -.-'' and i of course wasn't happy with just a pass i wan to get a min b4 or b3 lo... better get A lo....

if u ask me now ... wad's my wish? i just will say i can't determine yet ba... too many le... but my main wish... just be happy and have many good things bestowed lo... tt's all

well... tml my class gonna have this 1 hour EXTRA lesson for GP... kinda sickening la... but no choice... actually hor... i think the teacher ... should really stop crapping and digressing... enuff le>_<.... can u think how she digress?? until she tok about her student having leukemia and that her child having bronchitis .... blah blah... den she say that she not a christian but she say that god will bless the good and blah blah... -.-'' so much lo....

oh well... alot of last minute informatrion and i already very tired... oh well.. tml recieving physics paper and i already being dishearted at wad he say.... he say ... got people fail and excel... say wad this class have potential -.-.... and i was like... am i the one who gonna fail... my 2nd test was 9/25.... and i dun know why... i felt like i kinda left in this tunnel .... dark tunnel so cold... and i know i must run and i fell down alot of times le... scars found on me >_< and i dun know leh... i work so hard... results really just dun show...

looks like i need to further erode my entertainment portion... its the only way i can continue ... lol

oh well ...gl's b-day coming.... hm.... around....7 days ... 3rd april ma lol... i really dun know wad to get for him T_T

wa i tell u wo... i watch the table tennis until i very scared for sg's team leh... esp the males de... >_< they nearly lost to the team from england la .... i was like... ( pls pls >_< ).... so sian sey... i can't watch da chang jin... such a wonderful show... i can't watch sey....

ok la i stop bloggin ba... nitez everyone =)

hols

2006-03-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=298552&houseHash=6860f5c2cdd80fd20d46636b404c9aae

http://school-docs.blogspot.com/#top1

well 1st one got this thing say draw one house can determine ur character, i read this blog den he was saying tis very gay -.- lol... , the second one... hm... i can't rmb but i think got some useful stuffs for students in writing essays ba

pretty fast holidays are over.. kinda sad over it but too bad... anyway it wasn't even a holiday, cos monday already my common test... now thurs... taking like econs mcq and drq in the afternoon tml's physics mcq...mon was econ's essay and tue was physic's p2 ... weird feeling while doing the paper... omnimous feeling about them

blog had this weird error due to some technical errors eariler but was solved later
my friends also had this problem

i was like hoping to use paypal to buy power user for this game : Rakion.... cos i found a wonderful way to use paypal ...see this.... if u are willing to do surveys for free and GET PAID.....( dun use ur own email add , go use another XD).... ya u get paid .... the offers... quite ok la... 1 min finish... already like 50 us cents given liao... den in a week... depending on the company... u can earn around 1.50 ba.... of course... u may not wan to have the 50 cent offer.... there's like a 2 dollar per survey tt kind.... 3 times a week or higher ones like 15 dollars a week lol....but i doubt peopel interested.... oh well... the main thing is... Raikion suddenly decided not to use paypal as a mode of payment to buy the poweruser cards.... sad? duh... very sadden... just on the day i found this... they made the same announcement on the same day -.-'' .... after doing all the registering blah blah....

i realised i haven been buying m.a.g.e mags for quite a long time -.-'' i got the sayuki edition de...

btw my grandma is presently in hospital.... when i saw her... i was crying in my heart... why she is like this le.... she cannot move much, she has this blister @ her bottom... cannot sit upright to eat... and she eat FM diet... ( finely minced) means... the food cooked... den they will blend it to a liquid form... ya... den the maid fed her.... quite sad lo... cos she didn't like... she only love sweet things... lol...@ her age... den she cannot tok much....looks so frail... so skinny... that i feel worried for her.... i wan her to recover @ least....quite sad hm... den today she's goign to some nursing home for some days.... i also pity the maid... she from like 9 to 9 sit there... watch her leh -.-....
nth to do 1stly... 2ndly... she needs to like walk off to some other places after visiting hours >_<

i didn't noticed maple story got such major revamp.... they including many new maps... and new quest ( yummy) den also new jobs... i love their priest... cos i only wan to train a cleric den upgrade to a priest right from the start.... but... no maps to train so i quit go bootes... trained a page.... well also quit... cos really sian.... no one ba... and also hectic schedule -.-'''

ok gtg now.. parents are back

marchie~~~

2006-03-14T01:05:00.000-08:00

tis week is march hols.... =) well yesterday watched date movie with my sec band friends... super lame -.-'' and i think i was luffing like an idiot haha .... too lame and funny sey >_< imagine a cat being able to have toilet-trained... ie... able to use the human's toilet bowl !! >_< and cat was having stomach-pains lol.... super lamer lo see the cat using the toilet lol

den after that we walked around den had dinnner @ the glass house (fish & co )
the waitress is quite interesting =) cos she asked who has insomia ( coffee actually) den i just its me lol >_<

well today.... did visit the podiatrist regarding my flat-foot... it's catherine woot... nice lady ^^ and my record was deleted... cos i didn't visit them for 1 yr and the doc in this particular room i supposed to go isn't around so get to see her instead XD

hm... yesterday went to make specs, went to sch to return my 2 library books -.- and also to go orchard =) so much in one afternoon and stretched till the nite

den today the podiatrist i guess was very calm cos she realised she needed to know alot of things about me lol... and she created a cast out of my feet... SO COLD (Brrr~!!!) very cold leh... i was like >_< >_< and >_< all the way.... i lied flat on this bed-like stuff den she dealt with my cast lol... didn't see it was the same feeling i had @ yr 2000 when i met this doc =) my 1st podiatrist ^^ den after 2 yrs... he left T_T den another came... and another indian den now its a caucasian ( F) lol 1st Female doc for podiatrists lol that i met la >_<

went to this webbie... about being able to allow u to hear jap songs 24/7 ... constant very "hot" and emotional pieces de... though u dun understand... u get the feel real fast =) its not the same types we are hearing nowadays... quite a number are ... just dun give u enuff feel... just based on some twists they had den poof one song is done .... hm.... but each song does has its own good points to learn from =)

i feel very lucky @ certain things like entertainment parts lol... play games i can be so lucky sey... when come to others... well not really... lol... ( why leh? )

okie ^^ i stop blogging need to continue my reviison for econs and physics... must get thru these 2 subjects =x

life must continue ....

2006-03-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

i was overwhelmed by so many events this yr...

1st, A lvl results release... the whole cohort did very badly... including my school.... well... the principal tried her very best to paint a rosy and wonder picture to deceive the school that hey... our sch did quite fine u know... well... my friends and I were discussing alot of shortcomings of the results shown on the presentation... well.... cos... they didn't reflect the national grade % of distinction or even passes.... well... nice deception she had created

2nd... my A lvl chinese attained a C6... i decided not to continue it le... afterall... i dun really like chinese... since the 1st release of the O lvl chinese result where i really mugged like siao.. and only got a b3.... this round... only a C6... and people who can't even articulate or can't even understand the comprehension passage get better grades... well... u can't avoid people who bluffed u rite? tt's life man

3rd... time is running fast... i feel the strain le... i finally sensed it... common test is coming... and i feel very stressed out le... so much things to cover... and i worry that some subjects are unable to complete the syllabus by june... how how?

4th... my language skills are terrible !!! GP was bad... other subjects underperformed... i dun know leh... i know i need to do something about it... so... did readings... and study lo... haiz...i see peopel so relaxed.. .sometimes can even stone in lectures and lessons and yet he can score better than me... that really gives me some form of injustice to my efforts >_<

life must still go on sey... i just met my senior who did badly for her A lvls... i feeling very sorry for her... and i know i dun wan to be the same state as her.... she decides to work le... and i know it'll be hard.... cos... the A lvl cert is not really useful in getting a job.... its just difficult with a O and A lvl cert only...

i met so many friends in one of the days sey... when i was having dinner with my friend and after giving the band sweater to another senior karin den i met like.... 2~3??? very surprising visits i saw... i was amazed....

well today had no translation course... my friends say so de... so the day ended @ 1pm.. (finally , relief) and tml is the gp-seminar... known as Pre-u seminar....wad i was told... very distinguished guests are being invited to give their speech... one of them is the standard chartered bank 's coe i think... female de.... i can't rmb the name... but i know she managed to get her employees to give sexual education and healthy relationship talks lol.... wad a powerful person indeed...=)... and another speaker is gonna tok about the internet... well... wad we were told was that we need to engage the speaker and question them .. challenge them

today wasn't really bad... but i guess i was sleepy... got back my physics test result... 9/25 ... failed -.-.... den my "good " friend.... said he got this result @ the 1st test and the 2nd test he got mine -.-.... and he was like -.- i'm so happy .... den nv encourage me de lo -.-''' the other time i say .... 9/25 is not sumthing u should be satisfied about ... perhaps u must start working le... but when i got his results... he nv say anything but gloat @ me -.-''' wad a friend...

ask him organise cip activities also can take ages de -.-... well... he not really a very good friend exactly.... i dun know why he is not one -.-... i think i placed too much trust in him ba ... and now... he asking me for something... ask me to sell him the book ... dun wan say wad's tt...

these few days... i suffered major blocked nose and some outbreak of "heaty" ... u know... its just too terrible but u can't do anything and somemore i had stomachaches... and discomforts >_< profused sweating >_< lol... i am such a sick cat -.-''

now my mum watchin this korean drama series in chn 8 @ 7pm de.. or isit chn u ?? i can't rmb ?? >_< ... .den she even got the VCD already... she's like 53 ??? and she watch this kind of romance drama??? gosh... i think she's cool in able to appreciate such shows =)

well... i yelled @ my mum recently... cos she just whined and whined... over wad?? over... how am i gonna write a resume ... for how long?? like 6 hours -.-....
i was like saying to myself... @ the start.... hm... she needs someone to teach her... so i told her the template and format... den next... she keep whining she dun know wad to write -.- i mean is like... u are applying for a job , not me la -.- u should @ least go write one draft out... so.. @ nite.... brother advised me to print some templates for her... i printed 3... and after tt... she say again.." ai yo... i dun know wad to write" tt's when i really blew my top lol... and i just practically exclaimed... just write ur achievements and wad qualities u have and wad education lvl .... and wad u have done over the past few yrs ... wdad's so difficult... well.... my brother was like 0.0.... and looked @ me... and i just walked to my room... closed my room -.-.... really leh... i just can't stand people who whined lol....

anyway.... i just got this key-chain for my friend... i just can't think wad to get him for his belated bday gift -.-'' i just dun know >_< so mind teasing ....

today i believed i missed the bus... i tot i didn't.. cos i saw the usual 4 peopel there... only 1 missing
den i was suspicious... was i late??? den i looked @ my watch... ooo... just on the dot... the bus should be here by now... but... ( no bus )

u wonder whether i got missed bo.... ya... i think i missed lol

today no gp ... kinda relived >_< cos i need a breather from naggers and digressors ... imagine u have a teacher... saying about some history she had... and some nonsensical gp stuffs for like 55 mins -.-... and u are anxiously waiting for her to teach something @ least....

i missed my archives... maybe i need to re-do my backgrounds >_< how?? suggestions?? >_<

argh !!!

2006-03-03T16:49:00.000-08:00

its such a terrible morning la !! -.-...
1st.... saturday... my only day to slp the most... my #$%#$^!# parents must argue over trivial things in the morning -.-.... and i woke up @ 830 -.- wtf... i wan to slp until like 930 lo -.-.... $#%$#% sey

2nd... my breakfast .... -.- while eating... STILL arguing .... tmd .... -.-.... argue so long still wan to win -.- they really one bunch of ( ) ... -.-

3rd... my cup gone missing -.-... my fav simple blue mug -.- GONE MISSING !! ... den i asked where is my cup.... my dad went to keep it -.-..... extra .... extra .....
-.-

4th , mum say cannot ....see doc on sunday.... SO last min .... tmd.... den suddenly say must today ... -.- i told her no... i chose not to give her the reason.... the reason is soo simple... y should i go if i am given a last minute notice? .... i tell u lo... i won't even care about any last min notices de.... i will just ignore... if i'm very kind enuff... i will say a no... or reject...

5th... i think my mum abit -.-'' ... argue so much ... den see me so grouchy @ my bed... and i got out of the bed... den she start praying @ the alter -.-.... act faithful -.-... i think its not this way u should do lo.... pray only when u need help =.=

*pissed * *hissing* * pissed* -.-

ok end -.-
its only a sat 856am -.-... so early yet i'm pissed so quickly within the 1st mins -.-

* ill * >_<

2006-02-27T04:12:00.000-08:00

sobs... i fallen ill le...
cold, flu, sore throat, headache , feeling warm....and blocked nose... cannot breathe @ all... -.-''
den now have to drink this medicine... (traditional chinese brewed method)... i gritted my teeth... the medicine actually have laxatives -.-'' when i eat one meal... there it goes... pain -.- stomach pain.... den diao... go toilet .... called lao sai lo -.-''
this definately caused me to be very dizzy and tired... i just had a nap just now.. .from 500 to 630... terrble feeling....
the medicine is soooo bitter... u can feel the bitter-ness @ ur throat instantly when u drink ... that's like wtf.... and i practically closed my eyes and gritted my teeth to drink it down.. ( one big bowl -.-) now the taste is still dangling around in my pharyxn -.-''
if u ask me ... i'm really tired... wan to take mc... but... just can't.... sch's continuing... and i can't afford to miss any lessons ... it'll be a bigger mountain of hw....

tt's for the medcine part... tis morning... b4 flag raising.... one teacher... -.- pe teacher.... wa liew... cough in front of me leh ... one cough..... and guess wad... i smelt coffee -.-'''
wtf... nv clean her mouth after drinking de leh -.-''
so i was telling my classmate about it... and she heard it -.-'''

today gp did essay assignment... i was quite proud of myslef... planned around 25 mins... yet produced a 3 full page essay with a time of 20 mins to check.... =)
i did the qn on should economic prosperity be the sole criterion for the nation's success.... so ez.... its like... so extremist view lo....so i mention cannot lo... must consider other factors... and... mention that nation's success differs from people to people.... =).. tt's wad came to my mind ba...

ok ba... i need to go do h w -.-'' mountain-loaded ... yet limited brain capacity... scarcity of brain space -.-'''

flu aaaachooooooooo~~~

2006-02-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

yea... yesterday went to watch movie with mie fruwen den we watch i not stupid 2 ... erm... wad can i say.... i kinda disappointed with de film ba.... 1st... dialets help to make things funny... but i think sometimes the firm have overdone it... 2nd... hm... i think was that the issues they touched on... is too superficial and is very touch-and-go versions... and i think ... they repeat wad they portrated in the 1st movie i not stupid ... ya.. like EM3 kids blah blah... though sec no EM3 ... they used norm tech... i think its abit... -.-''' and they keep saying wad we tech students very silly or wad ... i disagree ba... totally.... sure have a talent de... its cos people keep showing such materials den people have this wrong perceptions ...hm... y i sound so serious ah.... lol

anyway... i guess its my cold/ flu... can't figure out is which .... cold sweat and wind blow and i sneeze lol...

yesterday went to westmall and also went to town... visited alot of places... like toy store my friend love to visit and raffles place shopping centre... city link.. marina square... suntec... woot alot... my legs ached actually cos i choosed the wrong insoles ba lol... very funny de insoles also need to choose sey... they are created for my comfort anyway >_<

tue is physics SPA... i'm scared... and i am fallen ill how how??? cnanot skip leh... and somemore i can't afford to miss this .... i have been waiting for this for such a long time

so sad... the jap radio station from power3d.com is being hacked... so sad... no more 24/7 jap songs T_T i can't hear and be so amazed with them lol

my mum told me my sis and nephew leaving around this fri.. ( sigh of relief?) lol... pretty ok ok ba... happy and sad lo... sad cos it'll be a yr den i will see them... i bet paul ( brother in law) will comment that Phillippe is very naughty >_<.... do do is naughty >_<

dun know if he'll remember that he has 2 uncles in sg bo ... lol... esp my brother.. maybe he dun even know whos tt lol... every day around 11pm come back or even 12am ... how to see and interact with tis kid?

NUS openhouse is coming hm.... i planning on wad talk to listen le... zy also asked me whether i have heard of it... well... i guess it'll be my choice... i am so unsure of my future....

now tt nephew of mine has just woke up from his sleep ... dodo doesn't have the lullaby effect on him !!! >_< dodo's the long ears rabbit...

lol... yesterday was indeed a day i had fun =p though i didn't do much la =p just walk and walk around lol

i find schling pass pretty fast... and i wan to step down from my cca... absolutely nth to do lo... its so boring... no aim no concerts... maybe some lies that concert is coming and so... need J1s .. and when they come we leave tt kind of scenario lo... quite disappointing ba i guess.... and i going army soon =.='' haven been able to do pull ups lol... do abit will pengz one lol

so many things i can't rmb >_< lol wait till i rmb den i blog lol... so for now... cya ^^ take care everyone

last day of cny

2006-02-12T03:52:00.000-08:00

woot today's the last day of cny

lol... guess wad the "saga" of the teacher asking the students to leave lecture hall for econs had turned into a big event.... even the teachers all know about this... some classes even asked us wad on earth happen lol... well S20 and 18 is becoming more famous =) in a wrong way lo... but we have good reputation anyway >_<

one good reputation is due to me ^^ lol ... very early and fast submition of admin works =) even some teachers spoke about it lol... ( bhb liao >_< ) ... of course s20 has anotehr fame =) its the notice board !! 1st prize rmb? but hor... pretty pathetic leh.... 1st prize = 40 bucks fairprice voucher lo -.-'' my mum bought them so the prize was converted into cash =) hm... 3rd one =) we known for a very major event last yr when our class was force to do CWO lol !!! clean ponds and pluck weeds -.-'' clean drains and pick up litter lo... 1 hr + .. our CT was very supportive of us ( not the thing we committed) but he supported us and encouraged us to do a wonderful job even though its only a punishment >_<....

well... its a face paced momentum.... common test's coming >_< ... around one mth's time... haiz... i hate this lifestyle >_<

nephew's is eva noisy -.-''' now running around with his pyjamas -.-'' and making sounds here and there lol... just now still kicking moo moo( cow soft toy ) around ... diao -.-'' now he's doing some baby tok... wad masie o.0? and bobo bala o.o? no idea tsk tsk

anyway today nth much to blog =) i guess i have to worry about drl... ( dark red lipstick) ... its the teacher imposing tt 5 buckies thingey... lol...

wadeva... weird person anyway....

i wan to slack more but its already sunday night o.o... sian diao....

okie... ciao den =X i go see wad to do ba -.- most likely its maths again -.-''

sianess (2)

2006-02-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

waaa so fast leh... week 6 le... and tml is physics test...
nowadays heavy loads of hw... lucky i done some earlier...

btw... i starting to dislike some teachers le... one is dun teach tt much lo... waste time de... another is so rude to students... and so proud... and so biased only towards the classes she teach

today econs.... 4 classmates didn't bring tys... den tt teacher forced them to pay 5 bucks... they fed up... along with around 3 students from the class with the same teacher as us... 7 left the lecture hall in total ... unreasonable lo... 5 bucks just to stay in the hall to listen to a lecture??? too expensive rite???

hm.... nowadays... alot of happenings to my class.... but i still like my class dearly... alot of peopel late @ least 2 times.... den i need to sign a form to be witness to their undertaking -.-'' pretty lame though ... i dun like the present school rules...

today... a teacher... who called my class monkies last yr hor... announced a police case to the school about a robber... weird description leh... a man.... stout? or lean built ( doesn't match) with a mole on his right cheek
and around 1.5~1.6 m tall -.-'' instantly.. the whole school roared with lufter... with the teachers la... its like... so vague???? and they say he pressed a flr with a lower storey de... den he will use a pen knife to threaten poeple in the lift to remove the accessories lo.... sian la....

today sectional is uber sian... slacked lo... i let my section do wad they wan... only play one song... one song for 2.4 horus??o.0? ridiculous la -.-

so i let my section deal wad they wan to do lo... den gz say cannot , gz my president =) den he say la... some sections like do nth.... some play awhile.... not good ... i think ya... i dun know la... its like... i so sian... and he say those cos its his job... his responsibility to bring the band to greater heights leh.... dun know... so contridicting

woot... time now is 1021pm !!!! ah... overshot the 1 min -.-'' haha i saw its 1020 justnow -.-

btw i noticed... my blog no archive -.-''' cham sey... how how ??? haha ....

gtg le ^^ everyone pls take lots of care kiez???
bye ^^

sianess

2006-02-01T02:18:00.000-08:00

today band was sian... lesson was sian and now @ home is worse... nephew and my sis is now @ my house -.- must quikly not show them this sentence lol!!!

now listening Eden by yami no matsuei ( descendents of Darkness) let u see the lyrics =) very very cool =)
nureta hitomi no oku aoi tsuki wa shizuka ni kobore ochite yuku
Deep inside eyes overflowing with tears, the blue moon falls to pieces...

Azayaka na sekai wa oto mo naku shizuka ni yami ni kiete yuku
Without a sound, the brilliant world vanishes in darkness

byou yomi no naka kake meguru yami no naka o
soshite arata naru toki o mukae ima ...
Running around in the dark during the countdown
A new time will arrive, now

kizutsuita kuroi tsubasa tsuki no akari ni
terasarete utsukushiku maiagare
Injured black wings glimmer beautifully
As they soar in the light of the moon

shinkou no kuchidzuke ga ima kokoro no oku ni
nagare komu soshite yume no naka e ...
Now, the crimson kiss has found its way into my heart,
And will soon flow into my dream...

chinmoku no sora kiete yuku senritsu no
MERODII ni ima inori o komete
The silent sky dissapears into the wavering melody
Now, put everything into prayers

tozasareta yume no tsuzuki sagashi mo tomete
itsumademo aruki tsuzukeru
I'll keep on walking forever,
Looking for the rest of my closed dream...

kizutsuita kuroi tsubasa tsuki no akari ni
terasarete utsukushiku maiagare
Injured black wings glimmer beautifully
As they soar in the light of the moon

shinkou no kuchi zukega ima kokoro no oku ni
nagare komu soshite yume no naka e ...
Now, the crimson kiss has found its way into my heart,
And will soon flow into my dream...

okie ^^ covered the 1st sentence @ least =) haha keke

douitashimashite means you're welcome =) well u say like dou-i-ta-shi-ma-shi-te ya....

and anyway today band was sian... cannot and dun dare play out... cos i need to play out den can play with a warm tone but cos the band sound so gentle and rounded... dun dare play out >_< || lol... sianness filled me -.-''

today was very interesting... toked with my classmates =) its been ages since we communicated.... cos when they having FM... i having break.. when i having econs... they have break =) so its like... i onyl see them in physics only and gp of course.... around 2 la... abit sad lo but i think tt's the only way left lo... 'cos they need to teach faster lo... haiz i doing revision @ least =)

actually hor.. i can try put the songs i love in this blog lol... maybe do the audio blog thing??? i dun know ... now listening to a song that was believed to be created by a fallen angel to become a devil to serve the earth... he dedicated a violin piece in memory of his actions that is known as " akuma no thrill" ... 2 versions... the hotter one i felt was nicer .. .the other one was like very classical very sian abit not used >_<

btw didn i mention the word pikachu actually means alot????
we break the word up pika = shine / light (shriek) chu part dun care la lol

den one day i show u how u call one another =) like depends la.. .if its a close friend u end with a -chan or -san but -san is sumthing u have a respect for the person =)

limited time anyway... today shirong came back today woot... very happy for him to visit =) lots of memory la ... today was like very disappointed with the student council ... haiz... they made very hurtful remarks about band lo.... and i was like... -.-''' one thing is this... band let them rot... i mean its like wtf... u wan us to rot? i dun rot lo... i think ur mouth 1st to rot lo.... i was to say nb lol ... too bad i not behind those people... otherwise i will make a big fuss ... band rot ah nb la sc also go rot la i dun think sc is worth my respect lo if they make such a comment ...saddening lo

now changed song : lost complex by nittle grasper ... one jap band whom i think they really have a talent esp watching the anime that featured them =) around yr 1999 7 yrs ago ba but i think @ tt time tt kind of song will enuff to rock our language songs instantly even now =)

kk i guess i crapped too much about songs lol ... today was real sian anyway... i am tired anyway lol... crapped + tired = siao gao -.-''

on the 3rd day of cny .... ~~ (x'mas mood o.0?)

2006-01-31T03:21:00.000-08:00

woot its the 3rd day and yes!!! my sis and phillippe not here today lol... (relief??) lol... ok la abit... actually hor... my mum wanted me to go with my dad to look after phillippe, that is... my mum and sis go shopping den.... me and dad go look @ phillippe... well i rejected the idea totally... den wad i do? i dun get to shop lo... so ... i decided to stay @ home XD lol... i really wan to rot @ home lol.... abit tired ... lol

den of course lo... play com all the way lo... and did finish hw ... which was like due tml =X and i just like around afternoon realised there's econs test tml ... den i was like .... (thinking) ... oh ms kat got say sumthing like wed test hor... den i tot... isn't tml wed 0,0? lol... den i OH NO haha

last nite's naruto really saddening... chouji died... and neiji also ... u know the fatty??? and the guy with the byakugan technique... ya they died la .... that wad the episode implied... cos... one ate 3 powerful pills to increase strength and the last one is actually the highest order but after taking u die lo.... tt's for chouji case.... cos he fight against oruchimaru 's subordinates
neiji died with a arrow stuck @ him .... lol poor thing

is there nice movies??? i wonder but i know there's nice ones... i am missing them real soon ... 0.o o.0

1st day of cny was like go church then they have this weird period where the priest actually bless the mandarin oranges o.0 ... and the priest was saying very very o.0 things.... like bless these oranges , which have now become symbols of prosperity and happiness... bless these oranges that they are sweet (and juicy) so that people may be similar to them , we say this ... ya... tts wad the priest said ... den i was like o.0 @ my mum and she was like ya... hm... (nodding ) -.-''

phillippe is learning many things... like he's amazed even @ a shower head.... like when we turn it on... he place tt head into the water... den bo water ma....den he take it out... the water splashes against his body den he was looking @ the water and like trying to touch it o.0 lol....

keke.... wanna guess my ang bao money??? =pp its really a load =) perhaps its really woot.... siao liao.... can survive around... 2 mths i guess? thank god i can save them up... actually wanted to give the money to my mum but dun know y this yr she dun wan to take le ... den i was like... saying u take la... she say " no need" ok lo... den nbm =) i take lo lol keke

my brother.... i not really on good terms la but i think 'cos he bad mood nowadays due to his flu that makes him very very grouchy lol... real grouchy like a lady ... dun know leh ...today... one eg.... telephone ring lyke siao around.... 4 times??? den he was like beside the phone liao.... den i was inside my room... so far away.... 4 times ringing.... he didn't pick up... nbm... den he " uh??" @ the sound of the fax machine ringing... den i was like o.0 ? -.-??? doushita?? (wad's wrong)

i mean ... u beside the phone u cannto take meh ?? o.0 ??? den i heck le... den worse he waited for me to prepare lunch -.-??? he recovered from his illness le ...den he was like waiting for food o.0.... lucky he helped me with the frying of 2 combined eggs -.- lol.... so ez ... this time lunch very ez to prepare.... re-heat the soup ( new yr de) and cook a fishies porriage lol..... combined with some.... vege... i think is tt pak choi ba lol....

now wondering... should i play ? or study now? i wan to lag lag abit leh... tml den start -.- ... so sian.... tml have band again lol... from like 230 till around.... 5+? sectionals... and have to teach the same songs... boring for my section mates and myself... and i think its a challenge to the juniors...well... i think i kinda blessed with good juniors... pretty good players except for one who needs time to recover her pitching

my section mates very understanding and nice de... new yr give me card... xmas also give me card lol... but hor... always this case... i didn't return them a card >_< am i bad? lol !!! i'm sry >_< i bad @ expressing things de =X lol ....

oh ya... did i tell u ?? my class noticeboard won 1st prize ^^ so happy for my class... ned to esp thank my event organiser and my designers alot... my class gave ideas la den i was trying to group and help out as much as possible =) i think my class is wonderful=) very understanding =) (so sweet >_<)

re-getting love hina >_< ... 1st time getting it was lacking of 3 episode which was the crucial part >_< naru expressing her love >_< and theres ' a continued one @ love hina again =)

u know there's a naruto movie?? super uber funny =) 2 of them one is sport festival special the other is winter country =) very cool i haven watch the later though but i see the starting ... already like *.* gosh.... lol....
i'm just amazed @ the ninja technique they have =) but some copied from an anime " flame of recca" ... so sad lo... but alot is their own ideas.. nice ones though i can't really think out >_<

kk i crapped too much lol .... Ja ne !! (see ya )

mixed

2006-01-30T01:06:00.000-08:00

woot so so long nv blogged lol... well... been bz doing all sort of stuffs.... lol

btw.. i just watch naruto.. now @ this 2 episode part ... waaa very touching... i teared... it actually this part when sasuke decided to leave konoha village for oruchimaru in sound village and sakura cried in front of him persuading him not to leave as he has very important friends in konaha like naruto and she herself and kakashi sensei.. but sasuke said thx and hit her back , making her unconcious....
den she wakes up... sasuke has left .... and shikamaru was sent as a Chuunin (leader of a team of Juunis or chuunis) but he only have gennins 'cos lack of people liao...
and the very touching part comes when sakura came suddenly to bid farewell to them... she recalled last time naruto using disguise as sasuke to ask her wad she felt about naruto ... and she replied... he doesn't understand me, hes very annoying .... and now she realised that naruto actually understand her feelings and yet hes not the bf of her at all ... well abit of love story but if u actually watched the 1st episode until now ... well... its very very nostalgic and sentimental.. guess its the correct words used

CNY!!!! today its the chu... .2??? 2nd day la =X den.... ai yo.... my sis and her child are here la

around sunday, paul ( my brother in law ) lol... left... and phillippe (my nephew) was very very alert and cried out papa!!!papa~~~ 'cos he realised why we heading to the airport T_T den ai yo... very sad leh... paul had to say to phillippe: " no! no crying... and said some french, i guess is i will see u in france real soon =)" den... haiz... left the airport... my sis was trying her best to coax the child.... i was seating @ the front... and i realised its quite sweet and very touching lo....
she say," dun worry... mummy is here ( so sweet) ... daddy need to go back France to work ... dun worry... mummy is always here with u ... dun be afraid "
den ok la... next sentences i felt was abit =.='' " we can go to the swimming pool to enjoy the water.... we can watch barney and bananas in pyjamas.... we can visit the zoo to see those animals..." lol.... abit coaxing =X but... it come across to my mind that it is hard to coax and even assure someone in fear that everything's fine....
sometimes we feel like we fear things in future and there u see someone's there assuring u ... its sweet =)

now watching naruto... just realised that after joining the people of the sound village he needs to die once T_T ... wtf... sasuke needs to die once ??!!! waaa i dun wan him to die T_T he's just too cool to be dead and he has such powerful techniques lol....

hm.... i also sudden dislike alot of things ... and i felt this yr's new yr... wasn't as that warm and very interesting as b4... in the past... i will feel theres a new yr mood.. but now.... haiz... like zero atom consisted in me -.-''

guess wad episode of naruto am i watching? =p ... it hink its very slow and i dun wan to watch the anime too quikly.... haiz... how? i think the market here is too small... jap songs and anime are sooo restricted.... animes ok la.. can understand... got unhealthy ones... but songs... u only get to hear CDs like jap pop songs 2005 or wad .... its like a compilation... and.... i dun get to see those new albums of jap singers... how leh? if u say the market is big... i think there isn't a variety lo.... it gets irritating when i hear sumthing real nice in an anime and there u go unable to get it T_T due to constrains haiz....

my sis and phillippe will be back real soon... ai yo... phillippe is real active ... lol... i cannot stand @ times lol ...

pionk~~

2006-01-24T05:25:00.001-08:00

time now is 924pm =p i wna to complete this blog within 5 mins =X

well... our principal changed... used to be the wad ex - cycle and carriage psychology vice-president... ex crescent gal's sec de... lol up to now i can't rmb her name i think is mrs tan.. very decently and formally dressed ... refined lady i must say =) seldom seen...

well... my maths teacher told us that wk 10 is the common tests begining... thurs is a maths paper den fri is the gp paper >_< .... den its the march hols... well... stress?? erm... i dun know... i feel lost in this world >_< lol
been doing the tys for maths... supposed to be completed around the dec hols.. well... i delayed... and i dun know... i didn't wan to do lo.... attitude?? =p lol... i really dun know

today went for this translation workshop... 2nd session.. toked about ur own personality... erm... turned out ... i am a ESTJ person... lol.... last time used to be ISFP lol... .now changed >_< lol... turned out... ESTJ means... i 'm a procedurial person... i must admit ... i am =X lol... like if boss tell me do... i will say ... i dun agree ur decision but i will obey >_< lol.... boss ma haha
tt's the basic characteristic of ESTJ 'cos of the SJ <== determines alot wo....

ok 930 pm ^^ lol... just nice... gotta do econs tys... due tml -.-'''

and physics.... haha ... gambate~~~
remind me to tell u wad the word " naruto " means actually rather a anime cartoon character u see in the world =) lol i'm real surprised >_<

time ended : 931pm ( OH SHIT ) lol!!! haha bb~~

pionk~~

2006-01-24T05:25:00.000-08:00

~ fainting

2006-01-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

before blog , song lyrics =) nice and very very touching

setsunasa no kagiri made dakishimetemo
Until the limit of sorrow, even if you embrance me

etsumademo hitotsu niwa narenakute
you will never be able to become one

yasashisa yori fukai basho de fureau nowa itami dake
If you are touched deep within, it brings only pain, not kindness

futari o musunde kudasai
Please bind the two together.... (pause)

bokura wa mou yume o minai
We're not dreaming anymore

tomadoi nagara te o totte
When you're wavering, take my hand

zankokuma yoake no hou he
and towards the harsh light of dawn

arukidasu
we'll begin to walk... (pause)

Hontou no kotoba wa kitto
Are words of truth where

hontou no sekai no dokoka
the real world lies??

bokura no mukuchina yoru ni hisonderu
we hide in the shadow of our silent night

ima mo kitto
even now....
=ends=

Loveless

hm... i feel myself not fit haha... not exactly weak la.... but hor... i run like 3 rounds... erm...1.2km ... i like see white patches in my surrounding ( fainting spells) den ai ya... heck continue to run... den sudden stitch =.='' lol... very ma fan leh

i now finally watched naruto until episode 100+ wow.... i love tt ... heard its not adapted from the real manga... alot of self- creations ... o.0...

i also enjoy my breaks... 'cos i get to revise and do my hw lo... real cool... but i need constant motivations....

now watched quite alot of animes... dun wan to say wad =p lol... loveless is one example... the ending song is the above one=) well... if u can u maybe go hear lo... its a peaceful song... very slow rhythm =)

still practing on the piano piece Eden ... ai yo... i just can't put both hands into actions is either one MIA ( missing in action) or wad lo.... can play on hand de... but both... is like -.-'' different story =)

sj didn't attend the 1st band practice... i was like -.-'' den out of 4... only 1 came... and i purposely chose her the 1st trombone part to test her standard... well... i can say she can de but need time to recover her lippings.... i think she can be a good trombone player de if she play out =) lol... her name is sound the same as my classmate lol..... and i dun know y cheryl was moody tt time o.0... den people say that she jealous -.-'' i was like harlo... my business ah??? jealous lo lol!!! i no relations ma ... only fruwens =) haha

i wan sumthing.... but i think now it's not the time yet... and... i need to wait for tt to come.... so ... if tt comes.... i will sacrifice my stuffs just to be with tt =)

now reading on this book " further under the duvet" well... its a journal... lol... alot of female stuffs -.-''' like the author's shopping and her many experiences... well... @ least i get to know some good shopping places =) and some things to take note that sometimes we dun even know....
well... if u are a columnist for beauty.... be prepared for a truckful of perfumes, creams and even make-ups for u .... of course u should expect a female for this job... of course... she needs to try out those products and write a report about the entire product... .so if u are creative... u try to catagorise those items up and give very very attractive names like "prozac in a tube" lol... when its like only some cream in this tube-like package only o.0.... quite a intricately method to name the item =)

ahh... i really wan to place song in this blog but the authorites dun allow ... sad lo can't do that ... cannot share the music...actually i found out that i like techno and soft pops =) and the quiz i took was indeed accurate enuff... if u ans proerly la ....
http://www.quizilla.com/popular_quiz.html

well... i dun know wad to describe myself... i wan to cry @ times... wondering wad on earth am i doing ... cos... i dun find myself doing sumthing... studying??? and only relaxing like doing things u like and slack will help to solve the problem for stress... and i think i dun know wad's the distaste for things... haiz...

i think i abit lost my path of life lol.... like dun know what am i walking... and i suddenly think for the future... like ok... after army... uni..... another 3 yrs.... and if i wan to continue with honours... like harlo... 2 more yrs... and knock knock wake up... wad subject do you wan ??? i did think of all this... wad subject... i tot F maths would interest me... well it did... but i hate the assessment portion... pls lo... i dun think one need to remember all in the real life lo... its like.... haiz.... 30% of the things u know is being used.... u seldom tap around 50%

of course... people are leaving college and people heading poly, peopel are heading on with life in poly yr 2 and jc yr 2 and people are advancing... i dun know but i feel like i just like a fish following the other fishes... its like... wad am i doing????

lately sch have a new discipline head... haiz... he's my F M A teacher... i was like.... -.-''' major dotz and diao and dang..... he being a discipline teacher????? (slap head) .... pls lo... u imagine... a william hunk look... ( no bunny tooth la) ... being in front of you.... ai yo.... i cannot stand it... ok la... if i choose to ignore tt... i will sure cannot stand another... the fact that he must tok and announce sumthing during morning assembly... like... ( i said.... no toking during morning assembly -.- ) i think the other schians will agree with me totally....

*hugs cushion tightly* heart aches.... *pain*.... when will it come ...... i willing to let go things.....

today my physic teacher also say that if u modify ur radio.. .well... u practically can hear anyhting like.. phone conversation and taxi driver conversation.... one example is.... harlo .... wan to lim jiu? (drink beer) or kopi??? 4D?? toto??? horse-racing???? ya some examples... and he overheard phone conversations between 2 housewives ... he say very funny lol...

i maybe like music or econs to be sumthing to continue... though i hate the path for training ... i know i enjoy... like i enjoyed FM but i dun like the assessment....

i asked kt to burn some CDs... final fantasy ones lol... pretty outdated -.-'' but i wan to play those games suddenly.... wonder when he will turn on the gas stove or light up the matchstick ... dun destroy the house hor kt >_<

i think this feeling is emptiness... i hope anyone reading dun have such a feeling cos its really u feel empty and dun know wad to do but u will be in a slump de ... so dun be under emptiness =)

ok la gtg le... i typed around 15mins++ lol... i sudden type out =)

cya everyone =)

boo hoo

2006-01-12T03:46:00.000-08:00

keke... quite long didn't blog XD

GP is my ct teacher actually... well... she's nice.. but sometimes she talks too much about her life to us ... that around 90% of the lessons are spent on her life... den the 10% is just teaching... and she complimented that this class( my class) is willing to work... erm.. well.. i must say... of course!!! we are waiting lo.... like... when are u gonna teach us sumthing???? 'cos sometimes she teach... we kinda like... i know this already u know... so... gp's ur own world meh? i guess i need to go manage my gp le T_T

well.... i heard... if students do not do well for the test in 1st 3 mths... there's a chance to get retain or get kicked out.. .T_T sobs... y is schs so cruel T_T....

i dropped FM ... a great sigh of relief... the present FM students are learning polar coordinates... very interesting... they can sketch curves of "HEART" shapes lol... cool rite??

i decided not to place songs in blog le... 'cos u know.. .the news... say cannot do so... otherwise must go buy this licence... woot.. and its like... very ex lo... haiz.... music is for personal pleasure huh??? o.0??? 0.o??? tt's the path they wan us to move to lo... and i feel that the variety of music sg has... is little... i wan to be frank.. its very little.... and i not saying must include music with vulgarities or wad la... but other language??? like in jap ... SO many pop singers lo... and their lyrics ... very very touching... u listen to songs since 1999 is even enough to touch ur hearts... even the 4th in positions in the song rankings... is enuff le...

animes wise... well... i think also very little variety leh... i see the stores... haiz... the same animes are being sold... worse part is the arts central... they supposed to show animes from 11pm till 12am... animania... but hor.... they repeat and re-used the anime lo... already showed once... still show another time... they re-showed : Hellsing and Junni Kokuki( 12 kingdoms) and also inuyasha which ended adruptly AGAIN....well..... i think ... last exile and kiddy grade is gonna to replay again lo... well... accept this fact man.. i living in this kind of thing lo... den if u try to seek for more... u can't.... u get caught lo... hm.... and they showed such a narrow variety of stuffs....

dun know.... i'm confused.... and i know my health has always been bad... lately... i think i have fatigue... slept since 930pm till 615am and i still can yawn alot in the bus... haiz... wad's the problem man... and i had headaches around the afternoon... i dun feel myself falling ill..... today sp (my classmate) had food poisoning... i mean yesterday =X ... den.... ill lo... cannot come to sch... den i see the work... omfgitzreallireallialotoffreakinghwsla!!! .... lol.... simply saying : its really alot of hws la.... like can feel the thickness lo if u lump all together...

i miss my friends lol... my CT still say about her uni fruwens... say wad CNY hor... all come back to sg to lift tt yu sheng lo... .lol.. from Vancouver... boston... blah blah... u know.... all kinds of places.... den we were like... waaa... jaw drop... trying to retrieve tt kind

i found a wonderful webbie where u can get to experience the LATEST jap songs man... its v.cool... wonderful and absolutely out of this world XD lol ( not exaggerating)

now learning to play this anime piano piece.... called Eden lol.. from a forbidden anime lol.... its such a tricky one lol.... alot of diao timing -.-'' den always cannot coordinate both hands together =.='' it makes me like a retard playing lol.... always stone there XD

tml PE again... today PE was shot put ... ai yo... den it rained... b4 shot put-ting..... we ran around 3 rounds... diao leh i over-exerted myself... den i feel my head very light and cold .... its a signal of fainting den i just like slow down lo... strange ... all kinds of homeostasis happened lo... like heartbeat.... haha... chakra flowing ~~~ (jking >_<)

today had around... 4.5 horus break... i was like wtf... wad to do... so i decided to deal the UN article on GP... turn out... TOTALLY Dun understand wad the crap he's toking... its adapted and lifted from a speech from the minister =) its really a minister's standard =)super chimpology T_T.... my friends advised me... dun read la... raining ma.... (it rained since morning den stopped awhile in afternoon and rained again -.-'') very boring ma... nvm i just read finished... with minimal linking ideas i had... woot ....

ok la... tml econs test... and need to complete a maths tutorial XD ... cya guys... cha~~

the = re-"awakening" of the sch

2006-01-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

its the 2nd day... and i was already tired since the 1st day of the sch -.-'' really leh... like i was complaining @ 12pm pls.. let me go home lol!!!

gosh leh... i have like cca from 4 till 8pm la... today was 230 till around 5... still i find it very sian... we still doing the same pieces except for one reviewed one... hm... march beyond the critical point i think ... forgot the last word Xp

well... got to know my class again.. its the same =p and... they re-elected me to be their class manager-.-' popular choice huh? i dun think i was tt popular also =) anyway... tt's one part... den we changed CT ( civics teacher = form teacher ) den.... it is presently a GP teacher... gosh sey... @ 1st i look @ her... really look abit like my mum ( slaps forehead) and really tok like her la ... she nags =X like more than 1 hour... over things like: 1) my ex-students .... hey she teach like mor than 26 yrs??? we haven even born yet la XD... 2)take care of urself.... 3) A lvls Alvls !!! i dun wan u to suffer T_T >_< 4) craps @ times =p lol

erm... mr lee wasn't our CT ... lol.. he is presently Darwin's house master so the sch felt that he will be under great deal of stress if he's our CT ... well... mdn ong got A06 lol... she having problems managing them... lots of problem...

i have to do the following research for gp :
1) bird flu -.-
2) Kyoto Ptotocol... ( wad's this???)
and one newsapaper she said.. =X my friend found it... so i just read it

wad's kyoto protocol ah... erm....The Kyoto Protocol is an international treaty on climate change. Countries in this protocol aim to reduce their emissions greenhouse gases, or in emissions trading if they maintain or increase emissions of these gases.

haha.... very informative?? nah... i am shocked @ the treaty.... its too lengthy la -.- ;; i can't beleive those ministers reading such matters lol.....

sch how isit.... pepople wan to ask me .... i guess....
well... i saw sj ah.... and some clementeens lo... i was like o.0||.... and somemore... sj wans to join back band -.- .... so.... haiz... but ok for me... i can intro those harder songs to him lo... slack with the eupho section also can =) since tuba player shi rong heading to poly soon... i heard is this fri... well... sure gonna miss this good friend of my >_< lol... ( hope he dun read) =X

haha yuxian, IS'' is bian tai actually =p but u read the 1st 5 volumes are considered real clean lo =p lol .....

well.... i feeling very weird now.. just ate some potato chips and i feeling weird -.-''

morning is bad for me... i have to wait for bus.. and the bus 985 always comes LATE -.-... i waited around... .15mins la .... its like ... wtf.... wastey my timey... many diaos lol

well.... this friday's the CCa's openhouse.... ai yo... sian leh... i also dun wan =p lol... i was down there shocked @ the pieces they origianlly wanted to play... howl's moving castle... ( pls =X its too quite... we playing @ reception time la).... den next was merry widow ( they suggested to play this) i was like -.-.... so heavy... who will rmb wad's merry widow... they will be like.. siao... widow liao still so gay... ai yo.... bad bad >_< and they even wanted to play cheers (gan bei) but ... we dun know how to play la... so... these are cancelled... in the end we choosed march lol

i miss the cold climates =) cya everyone .... god bless +)

=2006=

2006-01-02T00:58:00.000-08:00

feeling lazy now... and... very sian... 2005 left me T_T now 2006 is here =X ... dun know wad i toking.. nvm =p

tml sch's reopening ... haiz... real big one... tml , following day + fri practice fri's the orientation... well... major and big big sian... see my instrument again -.-....

watched naruto... ai yo... very elaborative... but alot of times it repeats... i watch and see the thing repeated until i sian diao.. only watch until the part of the chunni exam tt's all... tt rock lee (yucks) .... defeated sakuke lol ( cool ~~).... ai yo... b4 that... vs that exiled ninja + his "tool" tt boi boi... ai yo... very long episode -.- .... sian diao...

den i watched other animes lo... hee heex... IS" i found u !!! haha... i found the OVA version however...but gosh... its very diff from the manga la .... too different....

feeling very lazy.... wan a hug -.-''' sian diao.... very sleepy i guess ... tml schling... must WAKE UP -.- (alarm can? ) -.-.... ZZZZ

toked to rui , sent him 2 good webbie for maple side... forbidden portion that no one touches... >_< well... he told me wad they are... i just ... orh .. ok... i shee.... nth much to say also ma =p lol... i'm so sian....

dun know wad's this feeling.... but i think i heading for a wrong path ... haiz... well , not gonna gloat over this -.- like naruto , tired of crying lol !!!

eh i very sian... i wan to try out FFs.... i played FFx2 @ ps2 during class chalet... ok la... but i keep losing -.- when my friend decided to slp -.- ... haiz... den turn out.. i slp around 2 hrs and another 1 @ morning -.- @ the last day... actually wanted to start immediately ...but... my classmates la... say wad dun dun ... play others.. multi player... den i let dem =p so ... turn out... they play wwe -.-... sian... i play smackdown until i want to bored liao la... den i see t hem play , ok la... very interesting moves=p i was down there saying ouch... (real ouch man) see the person so bad-.- slam this and that... i was down there bitting >_<....

i looking into this webbie for song for my blog -.- kl promise to teach but i guess he bz... well... peopel are bz nowadays anyway... lol... very weird feeling abt all things... myself also =) wrong path uh....

tml band-.- wed band... -.- fri perform... -.- wtf is this.... i really wan to stop all these la... i wan my break... peopel dismiss early.. we WAIT till 430 pm -.- till 8pm la... hate this schedules lo... haiz.. @ least better than my friends who even practice until 10 pm -.- but oh well... i having mood swings.. need to gloat enuff to continue... grouchy... grouchy impatient =p lol...

smsed stephanie, the mnm (monster and me ) player, my good guild member and i asked if she had a blog... well... she doesn't... i'm sooo happy @ least that things patched up between her and vinny... its around 1/2 a yr... since they broke up over some disagreements or quarrels i think... well... may god bless them to have a good and healthy relationship, same for jia wheee, my guild leader in mnm (game actually) who has a gf =) jia you u guys... ^^ H&E heaven and earth ... i placed u in my heart dearly ^^ rmb cloud and also... aki lol .... very long nv contact T_T

hm.. tml sch... diff class i think.. and confirm diff CT (civics' tutor) sian... pls give me a good one ... i wan a responsible one and very caring one... and... i dun think i wan to be class manager ... i guess... maybe not... i did for one yr le.. time to allow another to learn ... isn't it rite for people to horner their skills and leadership? hm... i anything one... but i think peopel need to grow out from the present state....

imagine ur friend has a stead den she kana car accident and coma for like yrs.... if u are the friend.. .will u wait??? well this came from the anime rumbling hearts... not friend though but as the 1st person who experienced this ... gf in car accident coma for 3 yrs.... well will u wait??? i dun know leh =p say say comment ^^

14kb/s vs 17kb/s in 5.45hours... guess wad's this lol...
gtg le... i think i ned to rest 'cos of the madness i experienced lol... happy new yr everyone =) enjoy =)
and i still miss my friends and treasure many things.... =) haiz... i wan to remain certain things >_< like IS mentioned alot of such cases well leave this for another time cya ^^

touched ~~

2005-12-30T20:44:00.000-08:00

my present feeling is very touched ... its now 12 45pm =) i just read finish the "IS" comic book... gosh... is very touching.... and i am very happy for Ichitaka seto(M) who managed and finally have a very firm relationship with Iori Yoshizuki(F). Its soo touching until i nearly teared >_< the love he had for Iori was too great for me to read and finally... i can lend this comic series to my ex-classmate kj to read le... guess he will be luffing alot from the vol 8 onwards and will get engrossed from vol 12 to 15 where iori gets this actress job and is being pressured.... not to give up hopes of acting from her bf ( ichitaka) and also trying to maintain their relationships cos her supervisor says... for her to act properly and well in the concert.... they must break up ... ( wtf >_< its 5 yrs relationship leh >_< ) i couldn't accpet tt also =p its like this person from sec 1 .... (12 yrs old harlo) until like working.... around.... 18?? but both didn't continue jc nor poly tt type ya... they didn't continue uni. In jap i guess its university after seconday sch i thnk.... well 6 yrs of relationship and the tv supervisors want her to break up.. and the guy ichitaka was experiencing alot of stress too... from the media and the fans of iori who mainly liked her for her looks and have many dirty tots of her -.-'' he met also alot of good friends and newer ones esp.... that wavered his love =) and he did followed wad the media told him to do .... break up.....

lucky the relationship didn't end... @ the day of the concert.... ichitaka read about this webbie about this fan of iori who wanted to kill her... it turned out to be the one who wanted to strip her @ a isolated corner around... her age 14 ~15?? tt guy wanted to kill and ichitaka went to prevent it .... fierce fight ... bare hands vs one with this electric thingey that will stun one when touched... and of course hero win ^^ den this manaic get sent to police station... but... he fainted... losing blood... coma.... den in this coma... it depicts of wad he desperatly wishes iori with him in the old sch days with their present relationships... lovely dovely... u know ... very sweet lol ....

coma... his friends freaked out.. went to find iori ... and iori even rejected to see ichitaka.... but turned out... she decided to call the hospital and tok to ichitaka.... everyone was hearing... that's when her confessions happened... when she say ishiteru .... waaaa... he just nice opened his eyes..... so touching la... maybe kj will agreee ^^ >_< but really leh though alot of plots are very manipulated to the guys' tots and desires of ladies... it really touched me...

reading the editorial note and readers' letter... i noticed that many people have also read this and spent their whole life reading thru and sort of walk with the comic series... ya... from around 15 to now 25...... lol... its freaking long.. and yes... the comic isn't @ 5bucks each... its 7.80... after discount mind u =) original was around 10 i think... sinice is like 1/1/4 of the norm ... + the humour and the fantastic arts =X =p lol dun think i 'm a pervert wo... >_<

ah yes... from 28 to 30 4d1 chalet =p i enjoyed... and on our way.... accident @ the mrt happened... it turned out to be the opposite line @ ajunied... after the tunnel exactly =>_< saw this person pulling a barricade.. alot of commotions... and they even told us that the delay and the problem will solve within 1hour -.- i heard it was 1hour.. den ltr it was like 16mins -.-'' ( 60 vs 16 ??? ) wtf... den my friends were alllshocked and we were saying isit the SDF's event they cr8ed... like they will occasionally stop these trains... blah blha.. in the news... den train services affected blah blah... u know....but... we soon realised it will take effect like next mth?? (few days time i mean )

Well.... it wasn't a prank nor was it a fake... real.... we were -.- '' diao.... 'cos we tot its a fake one... well... i pity de guy

back from the chalet since last afternoon.. reached home around... 11am...
and "ploink" on my new bed... with another bed below me =p >_< and slept... from 11 to 7....den i slept again @ 10 till this morning ... 830am o.0? hey ... must leh >_< i 1st nite... slp 2 hour ... 2nd nite around 4 hours... cos i playing ps2 FFX2 =p >_< gosh... its such a game that i think i need guides-.- ... really need guides... i can't fight those apprentice from the fake yuna la -.- '' i so noob.. 'cos i used white mage XD lol.... very interesing observation i noticed... the guide says... gunner will do.. i already used yuna as' songstress... and rikku is weaker that yuna -.- i was like wtf... yuna is supposed to be weaker >_< lol
rikku's cute =p i must say =p yuna's pretty =p ... paign is very cool ....=) .... ah well stop these >_< lol

i shall blog another time den.. kl promised to teach me adding blog songs during chalet but he forgot den around last nite... he apologized say the host reject him or banned him ba >_< poor thing... am i fated to be song-less in blogs? =p lol... another time cya ^^

~~~~

2005-12-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

today was wonderful, i finished love hina 1 to 25.. den i realised there's more -.-'' it ended with mokoto's sis challenging mokoto for de the seat of the leader of the martial arts school in their hometown =p lol... den keitaro was down forced to be "boyfriend/ fiance" lol...

den i rakioned and rakioned like nv ending lol...

and... i finally start my Naruto adventure ...=p ... wao... abit messy @ the start .. wasn't really impressed=p maybe later ba... 1st episode... shadow replications only =p lol .... tt's the only part i was XD lol....

den tml need to return the trombone and mute and leon's trombone player object bought from hk 'cos his luggage was full =.='' lol

now trying to dl that clamp detective torrent -.- .. always get dis-connect... reset connections =.='' i wan to X_X lol...

i dun miss school... and i dun wan school to come back... wth... the reset thing happent de 10th time -.- ... see i so patient o.0 ? lol ... (bhb =.='')

this yr christmas is really abit quiet but a quiet xmas @ times is real nice =) >_< and today i didn't touched tt IS" comic book (woot ) otherwise i will be oogling -.-'' ah well... forgive me lol

lol... still trying to do my holiday assigments... hey.. its it supposed to be a holiday? why is there hw!! ??!! ... haiz... am i really sick and tired of studying? no..dun think so >_<

love hina is actually a very insightful anime =) not those contents and the punches that poor keitaro will recieve @ times =p but... i think sometimes they will say sumthing very touching and worth looking into =p ^^ lol

ok la i dun wanna blog =.=|| i abit sian ... sian about everthing...
and jolin wanted me to help her give some sweater to my senior kareen o.0 ... i like dun know how to pass to her -.-... how how ?? diao leh >_<

x'mas !!

2005-12-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

1st of all... MERRY CHRISTMAS To all ^^

hm... today wasn't really much things i did actually ... morning went for morning church mass around the same time... 9am? o.0 (early? ) lol... can say i did stone abit as usual, dun see mrs felicity yeo around lol... (phew >_<) lol... always see her with her husbby de XD... but 2 weeks dun see her le.. maybe on holiday? It could be she didn't wan to go mass... well.. this is a typical scene or trend Catholics faces... going for mass services every week, its real hard . being a catholic i can understand... there's so many things we need to obey :
1) No MEAT ( fish??? i dun know ... my god-ma says its ok .. well... =X )
ONLY applies on FRIDAYS

2) fasting is only optional for kids, senior citizens and the sick , otherwise more advisible to fast on certain occasions... like... i forgot =X XD

3) go to church every Sunday

4) if u pray the rosary... look @ the days b4 u pray the mysteries out =X
(chim?) mysteries are parts u say in the this piece of folded paper... like a prayer book =X

5) No abortion

6) No divorce of ur spourse and any adultary =X

enuff of those, still have others.. but these i think is the basic ones.. and the respect of parents =Xlol

guess wad... tt day went to see ms yip... oh mine.. she still sound very gentle XD... and she welcomed us back... ms yip is my sec sch's ex-band conductor ... well.. just left... mr anthony chew is the new one... changing our band from symphonic to marching/military band... well... good luck my dear juniors.. future bandians =X lol

and.. after tt me, cn and wj went dinning @ long john @ je =p ... i made the choice >_< kana forced=p lol... ate real full.. ( bloated >_< lol !! )

and guess wad... while on my way back >_< just inside the mrt train... i saw my tour guide of Hk yong sun o.0 !! >_< @ 1st i toking to cn den later i paused awhile =X i tot i saw him.. den i adjust adjust the angle see if its him =x ITS HIM!! lol .... ok... tt guy have nice eyes =p tt's all XD nth more than tt -.-'' i'm always being accused of blah blah ... lala... u know....

reading this comic : IS''
is actually Ichitaka seto(M) and Iori Yoshizuki(F) and their friends... de comic aims to tie the love strings between these 2 people.. i guess its the real life story? lol ... very humourous.. and yellow XD lol.. .really... actually i intro my friend read de -.-'' lol ... though the contents is sometimes yellow... its really humourous.. and sometimes u will auto luff de... like love hina tt's standard??? but... love hina is considered very very clean lo... lol... if i compare la... erm.. i haven read finish the series of IS" but i can tell u ... u can from Z_Z or =,= to 0.0 .... and X|''' lol.... i intro-ed to kj ... this was actually for project purpose... u know.. pw??? yea.. pw.. project work... =p ... comic censorship XD ... this could serve as a bad example =p lol .. well.. its now over and i can read =p lol

AH yes!!! i watched Chronicals of Nania: the witch, lion and wardrobe =p lol
vVERY NICE!!! go watch if u haven... its like... a child's fairytale =p lol... the impression u get from the book... if u read a little just a little... will be retained in the movie ... though the ending abit simple .. which was the aim of the author for the children to read =) nice job ^^

saying tt.. oh dear... i haven returned the qi ji "go go go" to selui -.-'' 3 comic books of the series..a bout this twin...having this grandma who's a WITCH !! lol...
very funny lol... 'cos they showed alot of stories like one case the twins... (male somemore -.-'' ) had to go for this witchcraft school ... and witchcraft under their grandma hor.. all witches lo... old old de... but.. !!! .... witch ma.. can cast magic ma =p so... all these witches make themselves very young... from like 80 drop to 23 v-.-v lol... and den @ 1st , the book intro that the twins did not wan to be witches >_< not cool blah blah.. den later nvm.. take it den.. lol....
but.. grandma said... if u dare reject... xiao di di will be cut off lol... den u see the comic book have pics of them grasping their faces >_< pain pain >_< den they jump >_< lol.... very cute !! lol

today didn't go for x'mas party... which is an annual event for our family and relatives (mum side)... well.. my parents want to fake to them that they went to genting -.-'' .... abit anti-social... but its 'cos of some disagreements or wad ba... i dun wan to know also...

lala... gtg le... my brother wans to use de com -.- just when i wan to blog just abit more -.-.... diao

mood : chirp + T_T
song : Little Wing ( Scrapped princess) (Piano version)
just nice... song ends @ this point

sucky>_<

2005-12-23T19:16:00.000-08:00

these few days were really bad for me... i really dun wan to come back to sg sey... rather be @ hk ...
family was one , foreva cannot solve de.. i also cannot stand it =)
next was illness , still coughing , and worsen due to family issues... it has gone bad -.-''
working out to place a song in this blog, hope i can do so soon, well... i really not good in IT @ the moment =X
and i wan to slack more without disturbance , tt's the main thing... no disturbance.. right now... when i'm blogging... this classical music must be played -.-..... so irritating...
yea now reading 2 comics and animes : spirial ( vol 5 i think =X lazy check) and I.S. lol.... I.S. is a bian tai book XD... anime is love hina and naruto which i plan to touch it around next yr ... a few days' time???
4D1's chalet is coming... woot ... 28 - 30 , 30 is yuhua and rv's alumni concert, too bad i not going for tt concert ... dun know y... i really bo mood le =X esp when i think about sch re-starting -.- and is really a fresh start... 'cos.... friends are really not gonna be around soon or later.... and somemore everything must rush le -.- ... no stoning =X i wan to stone ... and this holiday was meant to stone lol...
i looking for the chalet... can really slack .... i wan to =p XD
stopped mapling but looking @ rakion... abit sian also... ninja always cannot grip... too early or too late or the other player is laggin ... tt's the worse part... the lagging part... haiz...2 games and i need to restart comp 'cos they will lag and com will show this : min virtual memory is too low =X
lazy to take note le XD
~cya every1 ~

back from hk ^^

2005-12-14T22:55:00.000-08:00

woot it was indeed an experience, well i got soveniers lo haha....
but hor... i lost my voice @ the 1st day haha.... so sad hor haha den continune liket his till last day =p but still can tok =p
so many funny things happen, i also siao liao @ times haha... sudden sit against the hotel door, den place my 2 legs out of the door , lol ... den people ask me ... y sit like this lol... den i say ,, @ nite ma... people can only see 2 legs out of a door XD like murder scene >_< lol ... i really siao liao tt time XD
den also alot of silly scenes la.... hit my knee cap against this table for no reason lol spilled water XD lol...
well i do really miss the weather , and the people( pjcsb) everyone i will miss those times... really... esp when i am not sure of next yr... when members may leave us.... i of course dun wanna see lol
last nite 1145pm touched down @ singapore.... den @ the passport check it was this morning... den when 2 mins passsed, i asked shawn , wad was his feeling of the 2 mins of this new day lol (stoning ? lol)
den b4 we touched down, i was down there saying...eh morning call morning call lol....really wo... someimtes the morning call abit early XD lol.... esp when my group and i decided to wake up even earlier than the call to prepare our stuffs for the day , woot.... loads man >_< can't stand @ times XD

den u see everyone slping XD but i tried not to slp and jerked up once XD @ the last day haha ... the guide down there say story i jerked up 'cos i found myself about to sleep lol... den my friend sr say u crazy ah like this jerk lol.... siao lol ... i also dun know XD~~~

- END -

waning rumors of an excited crowd revives in me memories once forgotten in my steps sound
(glaring one way)
While I walk, hopeless, streetlights hit me and I feel frozen by them.
These dark times are vanishing my hopes like rains that spills from my hands.
When I woke from my endless slumbers I've seen a sparkling delusion in you.
That will be the outline of the one who drives me with a gentle smile...
Even if the tenderness I saw among you troubles has already fulfilled my eternity, I don't want tomorrow to come again.
Words thought for you
(it's talk to myself)
are falling into the shadows of everyday boredom.
With uncertain hands I took my dreams, but a gentle breath crushed them, certain things are unsafe to.
Could I say with you if I start beliving in something?
That day outline is vanishing in the light.
Watching this season full of pale colors,
(Life Winter Dream)
who will ease my fears? I'm broken by that.
Wind blows it away, even desire is sleeping for the coldness in my heart.
The cold wind of my heart blows my dreams away, but you took care of them in your hands.
When I woke from my endless slumbers I've seen a sparkling delusion in you.
That will be the outline of the one who drives me whit a gentle smile...
-glaring dream-

hk trip

2005-12-07T03:48:00.000-08:00

i heading for hk in around 1 day time, haha... kinda very look forward... but ... why... why.. @ this time... i fallen ill haha .... flu ,fever and sore throat , uh oh.... haha ... i hope tonite drink one bitter chinese brewed med and tml around 2 times.... den b4 i leave house last dosage haha ( pls recover haha )
mon , tue and wed had band prac , den tml is a rest day ^^ den on thurs @ 330 am must arrive @ airport haha ...
waaa kana teased today haha ... i only help cheryl carry her instrument ma , 'cos she complaining she can't carry it any further haha ... well as a guy u must offer ur help rite ??? (can't possibly reject >_< ) haha .... well 'cos of these things den rumour flies haha ....
lol... sam and shawn the twins , very funny , umi cannot rmb who's shawn or sam , den she called (shawn) the blue one lol .... very cute lol ....
^^
music : hampton the hamster : hamster dance

holiday

2005-12-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

haha , long time i blog ^^
guess wad this fri i leaving sg for hk , band exchange prog
we are going disneyland ^^, quite happy about it ^^, esp wen going with my friends in band lol.... can't wait to visit the country
alot of precaution and preparation
i was preparing ... den i was thinking if the luggage is too big -.-''
but den i dun know leh, it looks ok to me =X but outside big -.-''
tml going ctsb gathering ^^ , finally .... so long... i missed everyone ... ahh~~~~ haha ... kk =p i really miss them very muchie ~~ lol
'cos of this trip, i tml must go church
and either mon to thurs must go church
and... the weekdays masses are.. like .... 655am ... am leh ... -.-''' Z_Z ~~~~
i hope the homily is interesting.... haha
i go rakion ^^ cya ^^

mood

2005-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

today an announcement was given to the CMs about mr quek's leaving of the college... 'cos of his 5 yrs of service in our school....
and today got some illness flu ba... sneezing and blowing away... next... i was pissed... by my parents... who practically brought their stress from work to home and vented on me -.-.... can't stand them... can u imagine me not using internet in future ? =p haha.... and not using the computer even? how ridiculous .... they are just bring their anger into the house... i dun wan to negotiate with them... i already gave them my respect and told them certain things about my school life... yet they dun appreciate ... den they come complaining saying wad child dun tell them about their school life.... wtf... the moment i tell them... they think they know everything and try to control .... i telling u all here... i will be myself... i dun wan to follow wad they do... mostly i mean... i will make the proper choices.. pls lo... now promos end... left chinese AO and PW... need break one ma ... not possible 24/7 mug rite... now 'cos of this stress i'm already down with flu ... early in morning kana remarked by my mum that wad respect her ... -.- respect u dun demand... u earn... tt's how the world works... respect to ur friends... they earned it from u... not u force....otherwise not called respect... of course u say parental relationship.. but this forms unhealthy ones... wadeva... i won' be tt happy these few days....
he called me and asked about me ... hm... den he wen to eat lunch with colleages....
hm... dled an anime which only consisted of nth... only jap langage... no subtitles -.- how disappointing this is !! .... -.-
bad day indeed
but we done our pw's video.... well... i guess i will be those nerds down the street in the future... u know... i have no choice.... parental haha.... wad can I do? hm....
this is not the 1st time le... anyway.... hope is some norm norm stuffs... and they purposely come @ this time when i'm ill and when i just completed my major papers... still dun give me a break wth... -.-.... forgive my language....
i must remember to say rosaries... hm... i go see if i have the energy 1st..
conditions : headache + flu.... uncomfort....
tml going to mda see the authorities to discuss our project... later my mum and dad kao pei -.- ... cannot stand them... dey really know how to tag team -.-.... haiz.. i wish got a younger brother... though i also dun wan -.- ... wadeva... giddy le ... no games = no life = dead= nerd foreva =.= .... may I be saved -.-

sadden

2005-10-24T07:50:00.000-07:00

woot ...today is the release of exam results... very sad for many people... i hope they get promoted... pls... i dun mind praying for them hm... rosary ? i also dun mind... i dun mind praying the rosary each day just for my friends...
chinese AO is next mon... exam... well i just dun wish that to come... pw's coming... *yawns*...
if ur result is real bad go for re-exam... give urself this chance... i will give myself another chance to do my best... dun reconsider going back to poly... u waste 1 yr rmb? anything u can ask me de.. i will try my best...

==blank==

2005-10-22T19:31:00.000-07:00

http://www.rawmeat.com/link.php?id=1335
this one consist of optical illusions... some we have actually seen it... u wan u go visit

tooku de me o hikarasete mezameru monotachi matte iru
yoru no jouheki sasowarete utsurisumu mure no nukegara ni
I was charmed by your dreaming eyes;
wake up and wait for me,
wake up and break night's barrier; crowd is out of you're eyes

[deguchi no nai] shougeki ni taeru tsumori nara
[kuzureru hodo] itsuwari o misete
[hopeless], if you believe you can survive the crush,
[about to collapse] it's just a lie

umarekawareru anata yo hitori hohoemanaide hitomi o irodoru
nozonda sekai ga totsuzen hai ni natte mo kiseki ni mada meguriaeru
Smile like you are born again, and revive your flesh,
look at the world consuming itself in a glance, while we casually meet

[sotto dakishimete kowasu you ni]
[hold my tenter till I'm broken]

muku na mama de sarasarete hanabira o chirasu hana no you ni
migaku houseki te no naka no HIBI ni sae kizukihajimeteru
I see you're not changed at all, petals fall from the flower...
smear the gem in your hand each day... so it will get stronger

[tsumetai te ga] nukeochita toge o hirou kara
[madoromu hi ga] kusuburitsuzukeru
[you cold hand] for the fears that creep into weariness
[a quenched fire] and only delusion survives

ima mo todokanu hikari no yukue azayaka ni mau omoi o egakou
michibiku kotoba ga koborete shimawanu you ni utsuru toki o osorenaide
Now tell me where is the light, draw it like a vivid dancer
Words are driving me, they overcome me in moments of fear

[deguchi mo naku] kuzureochiru
[Crying for a way out] it's broken

umarekawari no anata yo hitori hohoemanaide hitomi o irodoru
nozonda sekai ga totsuzen hai ni natte mo kiseki wa mada megurikuru
Smile like you are born again, and revive your flesh,
look at the world consuming itself in a glance, while we casually meet

todokanu hikari no yukue azayaka ni mau omoi o egakou
michibiku kotoba ga koborete shimawanu you ni utsuru toki o osorenaide
Now tell me where is the light, draw it like a vivid dancer
Words are driving me, they overcome me in moments of fear

[sotto dakishimete zutto tsukamaete motto kokoro made kowasu you ni]
[hold me gently, catch me forever, do more until my heart breaks down]

haven read the vol. 5 of Spiral... so sian dun wan read yet... and i kinda very very moody today.... got a very bad news yesterday... around 160+ students didn't make it for promos.... i really dun wan myself and my friends to be any one of them .... it will hurt me further de.... the 1st injury was already after the 1st 3 months.... i took very very long to recover tt.... and i didn't say i made wrong choices... i only can say ... i was very oblivion of wad was happening... i was blur... everything i see.... and think... mostly superficial... dun know why... this shouldn't be life hor.... this number.... is very large... can u imagine... 1 in 5 students are not able to continue..... my friends also felt down... some even tot of going poly... thinking which one to go ... see their openhouse.... i dun wan... i dun wan to experience these again !! i wan to just get it over and done with... go to university... further my education ..... do my best >_< ..... i dun wan to see myself being forced to leave and spend more yrs in education.... already i have heard so many things.... some of my ex-sec friends... kana retained.... i was very very shocked... and felt very very mixed..... dun know.... this is real sucky....and i can feel for these people....
the sch will even be more "sadder" .... the atmosphere is already so cold... and desolated.... u can feel it.... dun know.... i feel.... this batch... including myself... experience .... too many changes.... cannot adapt.... i am those who can't adapt fast.... i'm sry.... i can't adapt tt fast... i need time... but time isn't @ our side!! wad to do?? i prayed to God.... i hope he could assist and guide my feelings.... hm... b4 i really break down.... already i almost broke down.... not in front of people... but.... i tried to appear very happy and tried not to cry at times... maybe just stone there....i dun wan to show them these... causing such pain and sorrow..... to more people... i won't wan to do so... it spoils their day... .and they are not supposed to feel that....
enuff of the emotional things.... i wan to end it..... i think i major depression haha.... like wad i had b4 'O' lvls.... well.... God gave me strength to continue... i felt companions (friends) being @ my side.... although we may not tok much ... i know u all are there.... although we do not meet... i can feel that we still feel and care for one another... haha....
kiez enuff!! >_<|||
i just realised i left one packet of potato chips to munch on >_< haiz... u know... i have to prepare for OP (oral presentation) .... i was being asked to do the last few slides.... haiz.... u think la... if anyone member not gonna get promoted... he will definately feel..... very very depressed... dun wan to go do op and even do AO chinese.... i mean... wad's the use.... its' the end.... no more le.... next yr new syllabus.... ok ok ... i stop ..... the last few slides.... are..... kinda a final overview of the project... comic censorship... we did saw things in survey like... ecchi series.... well... dun bother to find out wad's this .... not good for u to read full stop haha.... den .... i need ... 'cos i'm doing this part where i need to tell them the dilemma of the authorites... and pros and cons of certain actions.... this gives peopel the overview of wad the authorties have been experiencing.... i can understand this... after the whole project...
when we look @ things.... we need to look @ both sides.... like... how I feel... how u feel ... how others as a whole feel.... simple example.... you may feel this idea is good... another friend may feel its not tt nice after all... and the majority may agree too.... some may agree with u that this idea is fresh.... ya.... not a good example.... >_<||| nvm =p
last time i used to forsee myself to be a teacher... i love maths... thinking of helping students in preparing them for their maths exams... and ensure they do well.... but... after doing FM haha.... i know Maths can be @ times absurb.... i den began to wonder if i am such a person who will think to linking other subjects... like physics... using moments..... using maths.... using integration.... bet u dun understand wad i'm toking... but i'm telling u... u can use integration to find moments of area... and even volume.... interesting??? i find this interesting but... i will think... wad's maths got to do with this.? i mean... u need meh??? i doubt so.....
i recalled seeing an article.....they said A lvl can score -.-...... well... after my exams... which was supposed to be of A lvl standards..... i really doubt.... but... i know i must overcome this problem....
i guess i have too much problems... i wonder if my friends in poly have more problems than me.... i understand they hav nth to do during holidays... but i know.... @ their 3rd final yr.... its very very extreme stressful.... i worry @ times.... why we go thru these pain and such sufferings.... and these are even considered nth to many.... i agree this.... 'cos... this is nth compared to people struggling to survive the next day...>_< haha
okie i guess i need to go do my op le... tml 1st rehearsal.... haha... the video was ok la... but i think my acting portion was terrible... a women didn't sound like a women =XXXx >_<||| and she was dressed as a women... u think leh? =p haha bleah !!!
God bless all of us.... including readers ^^ Amen....

shopping

2005-10-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

today... played maple... lvled up again haha....
did some shopping @ nite... got myself alot alot of things
1) jeans 2)clothes 3) M.A.G.E ( manga + jap +anime+games magazine) 4) vol 5 Spiral ( finally out le !!!)
however... i didn't managed to get a watch hm.... must go hunt le....
btw i now eattni this conetto mini ice-cream ( heck spelling) ... 3/4 of the size of a pen ... haha... how small hor =p
so cute >_< kawaii
haha... john's coming back on sunday hm.... wonder wad he'll say hm.... he's too bz at times , always going outstation... ( i guess is working overseas) haha... anyway.... not my problem lala~~~
began to play back age of empires 2 le >_< its so outdated... but nvm.... the opponents are just too dumb .... always make wrong moves.... and i lead them to traps haha....
woot... wanting's concert is coming.. but i can't go... i have band... its on a friday btw... i can't go ... *sobs.... sry >_<
my dling of anime is like90% >_< finally... its coming to an end... haha.... yuki i'm gonna see u soon !! haha....
been finding more and more jap songs... i prefer jap to others... perhaps i'm slow... 'cos... like this is a trend yrs ago??? haha... i'm so so *pengz*
haha.... if got problems should we discuss???
well... about the school... there was a dialouge session during thursday afternoon and friday late morning (as assembly) the tension was real real cold and tense... u can smell those explosives within the distancess..... my friend who was affected due to her CCA being merged..... she couldn't accept it.... she was like scolding and scolding... hm... i tried comforting.... and did ways to persuade her.. i failed... i'm sry >_< hm.... well... i will still respect the sch's decision... its for our good.... they are looking @ a 5 y rs' basis... we perhaps are looking @ a 2 yrs basis.... i could be wrong though... i do not really agree with the school's decision as they just allowed many CCAS that are student initiated to be cr8ed... and now... it is these type that many have ended and ceased.... can u believe... our sch have no more badminton team and soccer team.... soccer team which was painstakingly cr8ed was now being disbanded again... 2nd time... well... the sch believes that its for our good... and they feel that the change will improve and shine our testimonials to others... distinguishes us from HCJC or RJC or even any one else... already there were rumours about our schs'.... many comments have spread... i believe our sch should really really think carefully... and dun make the same mistake like they have made in the student initiated CCAs.... hm.... and.... they are just merely trying out.... sad to say... if i put it in a very very crude way.... our batch... is a bunch of guinee pigs.... well... no offense.... but we do see it this way... and its really unavoidable... there'll be peopel who disagree and some who follow the system....
wel... most have now given up.... sch's sad..... everyone's sad.... wad can i do as my class CM ?? hm.... i need to tell them to perk them up... esp... when monday's the result release.... i hope i dun need to go do re-exam.. and i wan to get promoted... i dun care if i can get to keep my FM or not... i just wan to get promoted.... >_<
ok... i go rest now... mapling perhaps... haha.... tml have leow's lesson again ^^ hm... ken will be back on next month... hm... i hope he dun miss much >_< ( cross fingers)

Principal talks

2005-10-20T03:35:00.000-07:00

welll well... i think the school is gonna be in chaos.... real chaos... its either the sch management do sumthing about it or really... the students are gonna lose faith in the sch le....
i mentioned the other time that there was a reshuffling of CCAs... many were closed down... some reasons includes how feasible having the ccas and also ... how much resources we can divert to if we transfer them ... that is... using the present resources for this particular CCA for another CCA that is gonna continue....
2 main changes... one type of CCA is merit activites.... merit activities are the main core CCAs.... like band , choir and chinese orchestra.... those under CCAs... are mainly absorbed by the departments.. (subjects) where they will orgainse activities as a termly basis rather than a CCA basis....
this caused many people to be very very disappointed.... 1st... many many student initiated programmes/CCAs were closed... for instance archery
well... i only have this question for the sch only... if @ the begining the school welcomed students to initiate new CCAs ....and after reading soooo many proposals and accepting them... why is it that the school is saying that we hav tot of revamping the system since the beinging of the yr.... if so... den why they didn't really really serious give a careful thought b4 opening the CCA?.... this indeed waste 1stly... student's brain power... 2nd.... time he /she spent to inititae and orgainise especially.... 3rd.. the peopel's emotions are affected.... its not fair i must say.... for this aspect...
this is wad i feel... hm.... but i kinda understand why the school needed to gear towards this direction... i just need to know... why.... why.... student initiated ccas are being "closed-down" which they were strongly welcomed by the school.....
people having such wonderful dreams to looking forward to the future of such CCAs esp the members... have now been disappointed greatly....
enuff for the matter
haha... reinstalled age of empires 2 and delete diabio 2 again -.-|| couldn't find the expansion set.... very boring without it leh -.-|| the mercennaries cannot follow u.... esp during act 4 when u really really need ur mecenarries....
today.... wad happen... oh gosh... i tell u wad happened... i forgot the laptop 2 times !!! 1st time was.... haiz...
i packed the laptop .... den i left it on the table and walked out of the classroom ( wtf... so forgettful meh??? you how old ah) den the worse part is this...
i asked mr chua.... mr chua can i go to a classroom to get sumthing.... den he must purposely purposely ask... why... WAD"s the item... dying to squeeze and ans and embarrass me in front of 2 classes... well... i said out.... laptop... den he shocked... laptop ??? how could u ... den he say quik quik... so... i slowly walked out ma.... 'cos i was thinking where could it be... den he down there very concerned.... y walked so slowly??? den i say its ok no problem haha ( my new phrase... no problem (jap)) haha... den i left the place... of course la... my heart was like die die... my brain was like.. huh?? wad happen.... my body was like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing around lo -.-|||
luckily.... its on the table
haha den i got it back to LT1 for the lesson
why my body tired u may guess... well.... today was rock-climbing session... interesting history about our rock climbing site... its like.... from a squash court converted to indoor rock climbing... 'cos in the past.... the sch used to have this squash club... well... u know the result... it was closed down... but hor... this architectural person (dun know how to spell , heck) designed this sch with the squash court.... ( too bad haha) so.... they converted it to indoor blah blah....'cos outdoor more expensive etc etc... u know... hard to maintain... lala~~~

recollecting about the history... joan of arc was a poor thing... innocent gal being punished by the English... misunderstandings.... poor thing... she's called the maidien... go read up on her... u will really pity her... i watch the show ... i teared... too much leh.... luckily the lord was with her.... and she believed in God...
hm... he's outstation today -.-|| he went Malaysia... only can communicate @ sunday.... hm....
well... she's coming back ^^ i think ....
oh ya... did i mention that my sis is coming back? leave this for tml ba ... -.-||| lazi type... stomach full again -.- ... sian.. bad health is like this... must try to overcome it... 2 weeks time is chinese AO and OP .... haiz.... need to do the following :
flu jab ; flatfoot checkup ; luggage preparation ; discussion of njc tickets ( omg ... i lazy to do >_< )
haha... guess the title wasn't really maintained in the entire blog -.-|| hha.....wadeva ^^ ... everyone take care.... ^^v
btw... beat my record kiez.. typer shark ( completed lvl 15 ) ^^ come challenge... pro swimmer is my rank i think.. yahoo games... go try ur typing skills.... play normal lvl can le.... my bonus was average 12 words done... den 62 words in a min.... haha in average... i was like wao... siao ah... type so fast for wad -.-| crazy boi boi haha....
ok... take care everyone ... hate to stop typing.... esp with those wrong grammar haha

tired

2005-10-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

woot... very long nv blog =X
haha..... today ...well had sectionals >_< boring la i must say ... but too bad =p 'cos hor... i really bad in sight reading wo... my section was asking me ... andrew how to play this part... i can only sing one small portion only ...den next i giggle >_< || cannot continue =XX
feel so cham >_< section leader yet cannot teach them >_< haha... lucky got Farhan, Leon, Shirong help wo >_< they helped me get thru those timings
well... pjc... just recently had a revamp of CCAs... wao.. i'm real shocked... but also bo bian la.... well this is wad happened.... 1st.... they removed alot of sports CCA eg rugby and some other ba cannot rmb >_< but... they also removed CCAs like ODAC and library.... well... these CCAs really really consisted alot of people.... i must admit this action was a must.... i can't really disagree totally... u will be caught really in the middle... luckily.... band wasn't disband... ( THX GOD !!! ) >_< well.... they 1st gave a reason.... its for seeing if the CCA can give awards to the school.... hm... ok ... reasonable but i must say even so students did give their best efforts isn't it ??
today had this mathlympic... haha... must say hor... my partners are super >_< real good... can see pattern quikly lo ... not like me... cannot see >_< esp those in using digits 1 to 9 once in the sequence... my weak point... well... the test goes like this... we have to complete this paper within 40 mins... 3 people in a team... can discuss... but hor... turn out... each of us must go do a certain paper ... like one paper one person tt kind (got it? ) lol... hard to explain....
the questions given were... pretty interesting ... really!! must congrats and praise those in SIGMA (special interest blah blah maths association) group good job !! hm.... u dun do qns like normly u see... but u see those very very absurb de... it makes u real wonder the interesting part about maths .... i love maths >_< real love... but not FM >_< haha
btw.... i forgoten =X >_< wad to say ah....
hm....
oh ya... oral presentation is coming !!! i'm nervous >_< the final round of PW !!! woo hoo !!! haha.... really stressful.... 'cos... tml... i need to do a video....
pls lo... u guess wad's my role ??? oh wait.... i tell u wad the video is about
haha.... real funny with those props
this child was reading a comic book den... oops times up ... schling time ^^ haha... den he left his room in a hurry.... his mum enters the room to rearrange the messy room... den she noticed this diary .... hee hee read and read... haha.... OMG >>>> MY SON !!!!!! I WAN TO COMPLAIN !!!!!!!!
den ( shift scene)
this is chn 7.5 reporting... ( RUHUA ) haha....
a parent has complained to authorities (cannot say)that her child is reading unhealthy contens comic >_< haha....
den u see this mum saying MY son ah... read such unhealthy contents... SO TERRIBLE !!!
haha....
well now the details...
this mum... when she screams... the camera will jerk alot >_< shake and shake.... like earthquake >_< haha
den... worse.. she must wear pyjamas... -.-|| even when she complain in front of the TV and the reading of the diary tt time....
next... another worse part... this mum... must.... WEAR A ( SK2 or similar ) mask >_< haha......
wel....
next there will be an interview of ruhua with this guy who is seen walking around during the filming waving frantically behind the scenes >_< @ the office of authorities >_< haha....
wel... guess who's doing this mum thing ... me -.-||| haha
wonder how i look like wearing this.... PYJAMAS ???? someone hor..is those with flower and flower de leh T_T haha.... BULLY ME >>>>>_<<<<<
haha.. jking ... for the PW i will do it !!! haha
next....tml filming leh T_T @ my house how how ??? haha... worse... i must sound like a female -.- ( like how ?? ) o.0?? haha.... den .... i just now was like trying real hard to pitch high =X even hor... @ sch hor... the teachers were looking @ me wanted to hear how i look like as a women -.-||| haha.... can u imagine if this women sounded a guy rather a woman ???? haha.. tt will be like PENGZ >_<
RUHUA haha.... the reporter... we wanted our team mate to wear a stocking >_< haha.... den i was saying... she was putting her lipsticks... den hor.... b4 she got in camera action... she accidentally drew the lipstick across her cheek and heck la.... REPORT le >_< haha....
haha... today lai kiu asking me for 100 charms of the undead ... ( maple story ) *_*
hahah...i got play.... lvl 60 cleric in aqualia + lvl 30
and... lvl 36 page in bootes + 18 mage well..... haha cool???
and of course... 2 storekeeper =X
can u imagine... i named one as .... warmstorage ( instead of coldstorage which was already used) lame Sh!t leh i must say >_<|||
den my pw team were saying about this.... dong dong xi xi ( thing in chinese) den i was saying .... y copy me... say dong square xi square lo =X den hor... they say no no and suggested xi xi dong dong -.-|| haha... den i say....
( worse ; if u dun wan to be forzen... skip this paragraph) den i say .... .use logarithms -.-||| i said.... prove was log dong to the base xi -.-||| lmao... i was like wtf i invented this crap?? haha... not crab that @ least can walk sidewides... this crap was totally impossible to walk !! >_<||| lmao.....

today sectionals was indeed boring... i began tired later den started chatting with shirong and samuel and shawn and leon haha.... slacking =X i'm innocent kiez... who ask my section kana bestowed.... such a impmortant task @ the start... collating some info from the band members... like 40 of us... so many ... how to get -.-|||
haha... http://rakion.softnyx.net/ my friend intro this game... the website is the same template as A3 haha... rmb??? haha... i haven try yet.... maybe will well... shirong was saying its like gunbound... just that u use controls and attack... 4 jobs.... available... choose one den u challenge one another.... wondering whether got chicks rank haha... very like gunbound haha

been reading blogs lately... and playing alot... and also learning chinese -.-||| well... chienseAO is 2 weeks time... wtf... i hate such deadlines... T_T ( wails and purrs >_< ) haha
got to know this guy called john .... very interesting person =p haha... very nice fella also.... how we know each other??? i dun tell u -.-|| nth much la... just some friend we made ^^
i feel so detached from alot of things well... wad can in do.... sometimes i feel... empty ... like myself "Dead"ed somemore....
hm... btw... my body is failing.... i know it le.... my back is becoming worse... having back aches more frequently.. how? one day may just die @ nite haha.... >_< bleah.... every morning wake up.... 2 things.... either bloated or.... backache or both... or.... worse... dun know wad stomachache after even drinking water... how how? drikning water can even lao sai -.-|| how how??? haha... weak hor .... tsk tsk... looking @ so many healthy peopel and friends around... i really jealous @ times haha... sometimes i really hope can be really liket dem.. sometimes really gets very tired @ times.... dun know why... just suddenly drained.... like ur strength reduced by 7/8 haha... tt 1/8 is for stoning ....
btw... i just realised... i played this pieced called sleepless beauty ... wheneva i play this piece.... it will confirm rain.... dun ask me why or where the piece come from... i have to say ... i should be coincidence!! but... it's just too coincident!!!! >_< omg ~!! didn't know piano can summon rain -.-|| wonderful huh... go to those places experience drought... den u go there play tt piece haha.... very lovely piece... should i record it and place this in my blog? see 1st... i lazy do so... somemore must be very very accurate in my notes... i 'm not accurate... but the piece is basically there.... can hear wad i'm playing... not like last time... so many mistakes.. i'm real shocked!!! haha... i rmb... tt time i 1st played in the hall for practice... got this pri friend... den he sit there listen crap haha.... den he halfway left 'cos i haven really master e piece.... haha... ma lu hor >_< haha.... bLEAH... sry wo... bet his ears was suffering a million times... must be crying... GIVE ME A BREAK !! >_< haha....
btw... did i say i went back to sec sch to celebrate chiang's birthday? it was sweet to do so... if i'm him... i will real cry... can u imagine... ur ex students come and pay u a visit and rmb ur birthday? isn't it sweet?????? ( i'll cry man) >_<
after tt ... i went to causeway point celebrate my classmate's darren's birthday....

well too many things to blog... haven blog finish leh !!! >_<

remind me to tok about the career seminar and the talks we had in my sch... i will say it some other day,.... my instituation tells me that.... its flooding my blog !! >_< OMG !!!! can't stand it !! >_< hahah
pardon wo... i'm such a auntie >_< sry haha.... tml will be the filming day !!! haha....must practice my voice ^^ haha... a diff person ( my full name) afterall haha..... bleah !!!
SAYONARA~~~~ ^^

days have passsedddd 2

2005-10-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

haha... where was i ... i guess written about the gp and ... econs... chinese.... wad happen on wed ah? hm.... today's thurs... oh ya... tue was physics.... haiz... i find paper 2 section A hard.. e ones with short answered questions.... i was so stoney.... eyes throwing stones sey... >_<
today ah... econs again =p haha..... but its afternoon paper... same as tues' one.... lol
wed.... is maths C... haha... i think my statistics were bad... haha.. i banged on pure... i prefer pure to stats.... i dun know leh... i just dun like stats... even mr chua told me once to take note .... i tried le... i guess after this exam need to give some explanations.... haiz
tml is FM... further maths... haha... i love FM !!!! haha.... dun say i siao... although i not doing well... i enjoy the subject... i love to learn how to tackle maths... 'cos if u learn... u get to exchange for more enjoyment when doing the questions.... isn't it???? i guess i need to mature more in learning FM... see 1st ^^ tml will see if can bo =ppp haha...
tml FM paper... today so many people last paper and complete promos le.... i heard chem was killer... .well... i feel so heng... didn't take chem.... i really was thankful i didn't choose wrong.... i made the right choice.... i enjoyed my present classmates... they are such wonderful people... different attitudes... real different... u cannot describe them de.... its too.... difficult.... its really wao... i love my class more than wad i see from other classes lo... i already heard some backstabbing in some classes or some disharmony... our class is really really way 2 cool.... we can agree quickly de.... hm... though sometimes i messed up haha.... like tt time we wanted to go lunch... dun know leh... wanted bbk go bk eat... den we go eat pizza den ... we didn't eat pizza but go west mall haha... i messed it up >_< haha... @ least they clocked 6 hours of cip... i guessed.... they enjoyed.... well... i must say they are very very co-operative.... i really must thank all of them though....
tml last paper... after FM... CELEBRATIONS.... dun ask me y dun pray... one should already prayed months ago... y pray @ this time.... ? hm... can work la... but i think some other time ba... hm...
btw... end of this year will be going to hk ^^ 1st 2 weeks in dec=p haha.... with the band CCA... we got a gold medal in syf and i guesst dis trip is the reward ^^ we get to go disney land as one day in our trip.... howeva.... i heard from audrey ( sec sch mate ) that hk have some interesting parts being removed... like i heard a roller coaster ride from jap was removed..... not placed in hk... and tt's one of the fun ones... haha... well... i dun really like roller coasters... i scared >_< ( wet pants) haha.... i scared.... its too scary... see the coaster move upside down.... my whole body gone and soul disappeared wo like this =pppp haha.....

yay... completed my anime series... gosh... its too nice le.....dun ask me wad series... i won't say... its s.e.c.r.e.t haha.... (wonder where i learn this... oh ya... its from tt anime ^^ lol)maybe one day i put the story down ... extracts =phaha.... some very veri interesting ones???? lol... lala~~~

look @ wad i have to be prepared for tml FM :

FM A ( part A = we have 2 parts ma... 2 diff teachers... 2 components)
* Matices (FM)
* Vectors (MC and FM )
* Vector Spaces (FM)
* Mathematical INduction ( Further MI Also... but its under FM lol... same topic though)
* Method of differences.... ( see pattern ... put values in expressions... den u will notice that the expressions will cancel one another... cool hor =p very interesting maths ....)

FM B ( component 2)
*Sketch (oblique sketch... well... some asymptotes that are slanted ... MC is only covering horizontal and vertical asymptotes... very limited... )
*Integrations ( wao its alot)
-trapezium rule
-basic integration
-Reduction formula ( u will see I(n) <== small and subcript = to some expressions... den u integration blah blah.... lazy explain)
-find area and volume (chimp haha..... but wonderful to see such inventions and forumula)
-with the area and volume.... use them to apply for further applications... that is..... finding centroid... means centre of gravity / mass simply and.... also using area to do moments... isn't it physics???? tt's the absurb part of maths.... i abit uncomfortable though)
- hm... somemore.... forgot....
*trigo
*differentiation
*numerical methods.... ( find the root for an eqn... blah blah)

actually all these sounds chim... but ... its not... really ... if u really put ur heart and soul to it... no problem de.... i not saying i good though... need time to digest haha.... =pppp

hm..... i just missed BLOGGIN>..... i gone crazy for the past few days lo.... haiz....
last nite... got a cold... and had a headache... decided to sleep / nap @ 8pm.... (hello... its 8pm !!!) haha.... den... woke up @ 1030 pm... notice my poor dad alone watch tv... haiz.. poor thing... too bad i can't accomapny him @ this point of time.... poor dad.... hm...den @ 1030 pm i rested until midnight... like closed eyes.... and sleep again till 7am... (RING RING!!!!) woke up...
den this morning ... woke up... i tot my mum working... btw... do u know my mum works as a nurse?? haha... shocked???? haha.....
anyway... i tot my mum working den i noticed.... no lunch .... T_T..... funny hor... morning 7am already tok about lunch ... haha.... den hor.... breakfast....=> HONEY STARS~~~ to the universe -.-|| haha.... den had tt one small bowl... u know those bowl that ur palm can hold tt size... yea... tt amt ^^ isit alot??? bo milk... lazy add... its strawberry flavour... pink milk =ppp

mapling mapling mapling soon ... i looking forward to seeing my characters.... lvl 60 and lvl 19 i think... yea 19... 19 is warrior... very very very coool !!!!!haha..... i missed the training times with shi shi also =ppp haha .. btw shi shi is one of my friends in jc... hm... meet each other in band... sok hiang's working partner in leadership in her band during seconday sch... she bm... he dm haha... shi shi is guy btw -.-||| ( i dun know why and when i called him lyke tis de >_< haha... but i find it funny calling him like this... den he will reply wth ... or Wad.... den will =.=||| haha... teaser sey .... )

sipping on my chrysanthemum tea... (REAL ONE la lol) ...so sweet ^^.....

hm... wad to add... haha... did i crapped alot??? i hope not ....>_<

btw... how's my blog overall. nice? or... very very louya =XXX i feel need more colours... i lazy put la.... haiz.... i love the present template =ppp everything done for u le... =ppp

hm... should i upload mmre pics??? haha... i wonder.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm........ k... dun crap le.... too many craps spoil the blog -.-|| wadeva la -.-||| haha..... chao.....

oh btw.. one mroe thing ^^....
u know why pokemon tt... pikachu is electricity???? think about it...tell u la.... in jap... Pika means... => shine.... so.... pika pika pikachu ~~~~~ i dun know about chu... though -.-||| louya jap=XXXX bleah my jap too lan le =ppp pika pika (name) ... means... asking the person to shine... well... its kinda some form of encouragement to those pessimistics... esp to singers and actors ... really.... well... some other day explain k? =pp now toking to wj ^^ haha... catching up times ^^ missed all of u all .... ^^ cya~~~

days have passeddd.......... ~~~~ lala

2005-10-06T02:23:00.000-07:00

haha.... so longggg nv BLOG le >_< i miss my blog !!!! haha....
wad i'm been doing ah? hm... long wo... 1 week isn't it? sure to have to many things to tok tok tok =ppp haha!!! dun say i super vocal =XXX haha
hm... this week mainly examinations.... the last wed was general paper.... well... i find the paper pretty ok... but kinda shocked that the setter failed to add a theme to paper 1... that is family/child/adolescenec/society based.... of course i had a alternative path... turned out i did science and tech qn... the one on.... those advances in science that help humans' life also creates more problem.... do-able? i agree to this to a certain extent well.... blah blah around lo... did the same QA (question analysis) and some guideline.... served a great deal of help to me haha... cool ...
den last thurs and fri was a study break... prepare exam.... well... i came back on fri for econs consultation... i tot got people help me book =p haha... den i come... den realised.... just come to make urself present lo... i didn't see her.. only met her and asked her for promo 2004 econs (not 2005 duh ) paper 1 answer for end of yr de....haha... kinda wasted in travelling... but @ least i forced myself to study econs....otherwise will be doing FM (further maths) all the way le....haha....
den...mon was D- DAe~~~ haha... XD~~~~ drools.... mon kicked off with econs paper 3 ( essay qn... 6 choose 3) overall quite ok la... esp the wage theory... expected.... and BANGed i got tt qn ^^..... 1st 2 was ok also... i find the qn 2 b crazy.... application was quite a challenge to me ... well.... not that i didn't study... i studied alot le... application just needed time... LUCKILY.... i completed my 3 question... i realized many didn't write much for 3 qns... some 1 page 1 qn.... how to pass? i wonder @ times... well.... they have studied hard too !!! can' possible ignore such efforts rite? after econs was CHINESE >_< haiz.... chinese was ok la... like no diff in standard from the mock papers ba.... dun know.... maybe its bad ??? i found my chinese standards deteriotating....including my english... my inglish is turrning bacddddd lol..... >_< act cute huh =XXXX
ah wait... later blog =pp now got DIGIMON haha!!!!! i only wanted see the ending part... too interesting huh... wait ah =pp brb ^^

Hooked on Heat

2005-09-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hooked on Heat

Another day...

2005-09-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

woot... so fast... my weekends disappeared in a mist... and promos are approaching real soon !!! haha... excited? nah... i'm rather interested in preparing for such exam... such a interesting challenge @ times.... (siao hor ) haha....

well.... i just managed to complete my I&R (2nd draft) , its insights and reflections.... i believe my class is the only one that's doing it. Mdn Ong believes that if we complete it early, we hav more time for our OP (oral presentation)... well.... if i'm not mistaken... our other subjects' lesssons will reduce to one lecture and one tutorial... kinda sad hor haha... but... too bad... after our promos its time to prepare the project work's OP and also the chinese ( ^^ ) haha.... chinese used to be my fav subject btw... perhaps after the tradegy i experienced in O's which was such a big blow ... i kinda disappointed with it ... well... tt's life you dun really get the desired result @ times urgh.... ^^

today no personality test dun worry =X its kinda boring if u do frequently....

today wasn't really an interesting day... just get some setbacks and was super sad for awhile... DRQ .... 9/20 -.-||| so many times... i was expecting a pass @ least @ this point of time.... well..... must jia you ! drink oil =.= haha.... *cough cough =XX

Doin the I&R was indeed terrible.... had to use sample to help wo... i feel so *blank* when i 1st started it... teachers didn't know wad to comment but to say .... follow this sample... well this 2 samples revolves about the same approach... like the approach to doing this I&R.... hm.... interesting way ... but shouldn't we be more original? haha... but i think the sample helped me a great deal... thx mdn ong ! haha....

another test i took =X

2005-09-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

i did another one... maybe u also wanna use it??? =X
about ur birthdate

Your Birthdate: April 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your angel is trying to tell you that...you have a
free spirit. Spontaneous and wild, you have a
slight problem with staying on one topic for
too long. People enjoy your company because you
always have great ideas and your really easy to
get along with!
Song: Holiday- Green Day
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What is your angel trying to tell you?!?!? _-=Great pics=-_
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some tests i took -.-||

2005-09-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

ANDREWLIMYOUSHUNMATHIAS
A	is for	Arty
N	is for	Normal
D	is for	Dedicated
R	is for	Romantic
E	is for	Enjoyable
W	is for	Wise
L	is for	Lovesick
I	is for	Irresistible
M	is for	Mushy
Y	is for	Yummy
O	is for	Openhearted
U	is for	Unnatural
S	is for	Spunky
H	is for	Hilarious
U	is for	Unforgettable
N	is for	Naive
M	is for	Misunderstood
A	is for	Athletic
T	is for	Tough
H	is for	Hot
I	is for	Ideal
A	is for	Animated
S	is for	Special

What Does Your Name Mean?

waaaaa... didn't know i was tt >_< haha.... laming around ^^
1st thing i asked was... si mei? haha.... o.0 ??? and 0.o???? haha

Soft rock. Not rock, but not religious
either.....you're somewhat in between! You're
goin "uhhhh...?", right? But to get
started, you are content, not a party girl but
not a punky, you get your work done, but you're
not a schoolaholic, and you're passionate to
friends --the close ones-- ..... adding up to a
worth-while person. You never get the change to
blame yourself for your mistakes....cause you
just get too busy trying to fix it! But when
the world's twists and turns pulled you this
way and that, you're probably glad you had the
potential to stand up straight again.

What kind of music genre are you? (AnImE pIcS)
brought to you by Quizilla

People see love in your eyes. You either love
everyone around you ooor...somebody's in
loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to
have a lot of love in your heart right now.
You're singing songs and picking flowers...or
at least you feel like doing so. And we can't
forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let
anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't
turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse
things, and you know it.

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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o.0 again haha....
haha.. another==ppp tt's all for today ^^

i noticed a big space -.-... well... can't really help but leave it like this -.-||
haha... ps wo =p

noobie

2005-09-10T20:38:00.000-07:00

wa decided to start my blog liao, last time @ one diary website (forgot =X)

well, presently studying in pjc , kinda like tt place ba

today nothing much esp, only hw =.= and more hw -.-
sian , tml is my end of my breather, actually not even a breather, holidays turn out to be the same things, still go back school.
Mon- wed : econs -.-
wed : FM remedial
Thurs : CIP @ bukit batok home for aged

oh well, tt home i guess my class enjoyed it. 'cos, we actually included the 8 hours cip with lunch (*evilish grin ), planned liao =p , we kinda had lunch for 2 hours??? 'cos we kinda dun know where to have our lunch. So we loitered around, looking @ small and little food stores -.- , den ltr we decided to have @ bk @ bkk west mall ( rhythms abit )

when we came back , we left around 2 hours to help out. helped out in this game the old mans had, hm.... kinda.... abit (cough cough) but at least help them move around rather than them stoning there. (Really stone) lol. we have to help them wear this shirt, white cap and this bag. make them look like sch kids haha.... should be memories to them , except for the bag which was a sling bag across dem.

the lady ms anu was very very nice to me and gw, very sweet person. She spilt our class into 2. the ladies help in the rehabilation of the aged, the guys went to help out in the cleaning. the cleaning was quite a major project. 1st must clean and wipe the (rusty) fans with water -.- ( won't it rust further? ) oh well, next 2nd one was about the cleaning the metal blinds that shelters the aged from the sunlight. kinda of a decoration for the home. well, some of us need to tip-toe just to wipe???? lol.... kinda a tough job for the guys to do.... ( =p) den me and ys (not me ) and daren and myself helped in distributing the watermelons =X
the nurses say, only 1 serving , but.... got some wanted 2 , one even wanted 3 !!! >_<

sian so much hw... .wanna give up @ times.... sometimes recollected wad cn told me.... must jia you ( i will rmber wad u say wo ^^) , very touching very nice friend.... sometimes i look at the past i really cry lol with those gladness tears lol..... too emotional?? like shindo shuichi? =p

tt time went to hear a teacher day's concert @ sp , a band concert. commendable band ba, 'cos they have like 11 + tubas?? confirm will be very very full in tone when audience hear.... i personally thing they done their best le , congrats! but got some places can adjust ba =X

actually wanted to get a flower for wj =p , turn out we say yesh must buy tt flower for our dear wj haha... turn out we say : time to go, den all go -.- forgot ( so sry wo !! )
den , we went 2 dover mrt station, me and cn there thinking wad to buy sey.... all have flower , we like empty handed >_< so pai seh haha.... den we decided to buy chocolates or biscuits or sweets lol.... realised about wj's preferrence and decided to buy him some sweets ^^ lol .... sweenten his day also ^^ ( for u from us ^^ )

oh well, blogged enuff le... maybe see if wan to show this yet... haven confirm 'cos the template looks -.- haiz wadeva lol i understand

~~paths and walks of life ....~~

blog song

o.0

army

1st post of 2007

prelims

downturn of life

1st day of sch -.- (reopen ) i hate u sch.... i hate u

father's day

wad a "sound so wrong !!!" show lol ...

special today

weird coincidences

=june june= PLS READ all !!!

wad a tiring life

b-day XD

*stressed*

aftermath

hols

marchie~~~

life must continue ....

argh !!!

* ill * >_<

*flu* aaaachooooooooo~~~

last day of cny

sianess (2)

sianess

on the 3rd day of cny .... ~~ (x'mas mood o.0?)

mixed

pionk~~

pionk~~

~ fainting

boo hoo

the = re-"awakening" of the sch

=2006=

touched ~~

~~~~

x'mas !!

sucky>_<

back from hk ^^

hk trip

holiday

mood

*sadden*

==blank==

shopping

Principal talks

*tired *

days have passsedddd 2

days have passeddd.......... ~~~~ lala

Hooked on Heat

Another day...

another test i took =X

some tests i took -.-||

noobie

paths and walks of life ....

stressed

flu aaaachooooooooo~~~

sadden

tired